~hmm.....wat a day...!!!~

~i m sick.....~
~i m toetally sick...~
~i get fever...~
~i can sleep whole day...~
~after eatin sure sleep ady...~
~haizz....~
~i cant find any pills in the house...~
~wuwuwuw.......~
~juz keep drink water...~
~c wheter can cucre it or not...~
~but....2day.......~
~i got my tummy is very fulll....~
~is ver very full at the 1st time....~
~i go a mamak.....~
~but it's a high clsass mamak 4 me...~
~n the name cals WILLIAM.....~
~i think the name will let u imagination tat is like a victoria station...~
~i tel u....u was juz toetally wrong...~
~i drink milo ice...~
~but....my food is.....~
~1st...meat balzz pasta....~
~2nd chicken chop with mash potato...~
~3rd mozarella roti canai....~
~yes....omg...~
~i get shock 2...~
~cz tis is my 1st time go WILLIAMS 2....~
~n i tell u....the williams mamak waiter also got wear thier company shirt...~
~i m like......wow........~
~hahahazzz...~
~i hav a great time with tose yummy food..my tummy feel's happy2....~
~hmm..gtg....bubyezz....~

~hmmm....go 1u walk walk...~

~hmm..2day i go 1u with my cousin...~
~is damn freaky...cz when i walk through every where...~
~everybody is watchin me...~
~hmmm...mayb is my cloth seems look very weird 4 them...~
~err....i knoe my stlye is does'sy match 4 1 u ppl...~
~my stle is from sungai wang...~
~so i dun care...~
~cz mayb my style is not match 4 them...~
~2day i hav my lunch bbq plaza....~
~i like thier bbq beef n pork..~
~it's very tasty with thier ownmade bbq sos...~
~is YUMMY....~
~kakakazzz...~
~when i get home...i m damn so tired...~
~cz i suddenlly have a fever...~
~my head is so pain...n i m feeel not very well...~
~but...i got a present from my cousin...~
~i m very happy...cz i got a baby milo acton figure...~
~is damn so cute...~
~kakakzz...~
~wanna sleep ady...~
~tatata...~

~好难过...我是个没有用的女儿...~

~我...不会读书...~
~让爸爸辛辛苦苦赚的钱都白费...~
~我们家里的经济问题一直都存在着...~
~我们现在住的屋子...~
~不是我们的而是我小叔的...`
~不知不觉住了两年...~
~时间还过的真快...~
~因为这里的房子都好贵...~
~我的爸爸已经尽了他所有的能力把钱还给小叔了...~
~可是我们还有四分之三的数目还没还清...~
~我讨厌自己的无能为力....~
~身为最大的女儿....~
~我却只能躲在角落默默地伤心....~
~身边的每一个都认为我是个很坚强的女生...~
~但我不是....~
~我好想大声地哭....~
~好想做个什么都不用理的人...~
~我知道爸爸疼我...~
~所以才不肯让我去做工...~
~可是........~
~爸爸妈妈都不明白我的苦心...~
~身为一个大女儿....~
~我想帮忙.....~
~我想让他们住的安心...~
~但........~
~我......~
~最终还是个很失败的女儿...~

蚊子...是种很奇怪的昆虫..
可是..如果蚊子变成人呢...?
那应该是件很恐布的事吧..
哈哈...
可是...
我喜欢上了蚊子...
我六年级时就喜欢他了..
当时我是那么的以为可以喜欢他一辈子..
可是想不到..
原来很多东西都会变..
突然我和他有了很大的一个很大的误会..
这个误会让我们失去了相爱的机会...
过后不久我就搬来这里了..
搬来这里后我们都发现我们还喜欢彼此...
但...我已有了男朋友...
所以我们的关系永远都是好朋友...
可是...现在的他终于都喜欢上了另一个他...
伤心.....不懂.....
或许....他从来都不曾属于我...
蚊子和死鱼......
没有了....

一点点的想你....

我这里下着雨..
你呢...?
是否也和我一样...?
你那边是否也在下着雨....?
冷冷的...
好像仿佛少了你的拥抱..
玫瑰...我不喜欢玫瑰...
我喜欢的是百合...
你懂吗...?
叶子..是因为树的遗弃...
还是风的转动而飞走了呢...?
爱...在我心里长了刺...
一砰就痛....
伤口会复合...
但复合后还是会有一道疤...
仿佛提醒我....
我就是被你伤害过...
放出去的感感情难收回...
只由让时间冲去我们曾经拥有的一切...

haizz....my dearest blog...
i m..... very sad abt my bf...
how.....!!!?i mean how....?
how 2 make a guy reliare abt me...?
how 2 sure a guy tat reli loves me...?
i didnt have any confident in love...
i hope will i can the real happiness at the last..
in the last day...last minutes..last second...
i rteli hope my dreams will reli come true...
i m a gemeni..
sometimes..i like 2 write my blog in chinse..
sometimes i like 2 write my blog in engglish...
i juz wan a simple love...
didnt have cheating anymore...
hmm...
money....?
apartment....?
cars....?
i dowan tat.....
although he is poor....
but im ok with it..
i can suffer wirh him with all my hearts go long...
i m feel happy...
but...
wat he wans is...
FRENZ...!!!
ONLINE GAMES...!
LION DANCE...!!!
FAMILY...!!
im the last....
he can spend all his time with those activities abt 7 years...
i juz wanna he spend some time with me..but he will say he very tired n wanna go 2 aleep..
when he go back HOME....!!!
actually is not reli tat home...
is cyber cafe...
haizz....
i m worstless...
cry...
heart bleedin...
i give him everything he wan..
i try 2 b a perfect galzz in his dream...
i m juz tired.....
y....?e more...
i juz wan some1 2 love m

~开心开心难过难过~

我..又是我..
我又上来吵吵了..
哈哈..
今天的我超开心的...
因为我槟城的朋友他们都说他们好想我哦....
自从我搬来KL之后..
我们都很少连络了...
可是他们竞然是那么地有心还记得我..
我已经是超满足了..
这也是算种幸福吧...
可是难过的事就出现了..
我暂时离开我男友的身边..
因为最近我们常常吵架...
为了好多好多的事..
或许这是种逃避的行为..
可是我想....
暂时的分开或暂时的冷静...
会可以让我们去想想...
未来的路到底该怎么走....
我很想他...
他也告诉我说他也很想我...
很想我回到他的身边....
可是我知道我是做不到的..
痛苦了好久...
下了决定....
不想再痛了...

~juz wanna run away from ur heart~

is was juz gettin harder n harder...
i try my best 2 let u happy...
i try y best 2 do everythin dat u like..
i try let ur mother 2 like me..
i try 2 let ur faher 2 like me...
but is WORSE...!!!
when ur mum were insult me...
wat r u doin...?
u juz tel me 2 be queit..
i mean....
wat the helll...
i didnt do anyhing wrong..
how would i have 2 take tiz all by mysef....?
i m vey stress..u knoe...?
i m hopelesss....
i think i gonna die.....
it's feel so.......
haizzz....
i got many problems 2 think....
i m juz a student....
can u feel it....?