Friday, March 4, 2011

时间_归去




人也走了

想......

回到过去


人已不在

心也变了

不存在的

事与物....

手上拿着巧可力

发现原来是你最爱的

我不懂

不是没放下

而是回亿在旋转

该走的都已走了



写到这里.....
眼泪从我的手心滑过掉落在键盘上...
不是难过而是心酸....
不适合的两个人...
在不适合的时间喜欢了对方....
还记得那个车站...
还记得那个拥抱...
还记得那滴眼泪...


不舍得放开的双手....
还紧紧地握着...
慢慢狠下心的....
松开了...




然后我们默默转身的往自己的未来飞去......

Tuesday, March 1, 2011

"Busy month...."


its like always the same thing when i gonna start to blog...
then i would say....long time didn't update dy larh....!
DENG....!!!!sorry larh....not a famous person and don't think any1 will really like to update my stuff everyday...so i will just blog like once a while....like a blue moon...so whatever larh...just talk crap only....btw.....FEB to me was like....!!!bz bz bz bz shit...!!!cause i start to work dy and the work is like kinda wack larh somehow....didn't get really that high salary but...eh hemmm..nvm....don't wanna talk too much abt my work cause damn annoying me when i start thinking abt it...so...competition keep going on like non stop 2 weeks train like shit...the 1st competition is at times square is organize by YMM...is a street dance competition...but einzeln lady didn't do our really best...cause member time crashing....some have to go back early and some have to come late...and the late 1 will be me larh..cause i'll will be always crashing my working time with my training time..so ya....apologize to my group member...but its still a not bad experience tho...cause we will get back where the way we are...cause einzeln lady are just too awesome...i know larh.....everyone have their own issue and problem but sometimes i hope our group could get more stick together like not that stick i mean try to understand each other and try to work out what is the best for our group....cause if we didn't start to communicate and just keep it in our heart...what for...?and members will just start and back stab and politics will come out all like shit....so...just hoping mind set will grow and we should just try to cooperate each other..cause we're a team not a single solo woman or something....team work and trust are really important..so i hope we gonna improve through all this and become a better team as well....btw.....feb 27 is the damn korean cover contest....quite fun lar but the organizer kinda suck larh sorry no offence...cause they keep changing places and date and make us go freaking crazy like wth....every1 is just confuse...and some of the team still quiting the contest....but...somehow..i think all is just not about money...is experience...just think we need to get more experience to go to the more higher level for us...don't know what you guys think abt...but i seriously do very enjoy this competition much...met alots off my fren....its like don't know how many year didn't saw them dy...progression...ahahaa...they still kinda attracting when they on the stage...they have the style i guess.......not very well in dancing but.....entertaining damn good..holy crap all the girls are just crazy for them like shits...!!!ahaha...!!!is a compliment okays...?!!?progression fans...don't mind me kays...??i'm just jealous....ahahaa...!but nvm larh....atleast we still rox the stage...!!EINZLEN LADY.....!!!!SCREAMMMMMM....!!!ahahaa....!!!we always do enjoy when the ordians scream for us...btw...most important....for so long i get a compliment from you...!we know each other like 3 years dy and i get this compliment after 3 years..!!izzit too late huh!!!!!!ahahaa...!!!!u know i'm talking abt YOU...!!!!ahahaha..!u know right...?but nvm larh...i still very love you as a fren....and by the times go by....i have resign the damn job larh...so i will be damn freaking free starting tomorrow...DATE me larh people...!!!!i'm damn single lor okay...!!!!ahahaa...!!!!but mostly i damn picky...!i know right...!ahahah...!i was wondering who will be my next bf anyway....since i don't have any now...and sorry for a dude that keep waiting me and fetch me here and there.....i'm like taking you for granted....!ain't i....??but...i'll stop as soon as well...i hope u could just get over me and you will meet a better girl and i swear..cause i'll pray for you first before i pray for myself to getting a new bf...feel damn bad to see you emo for nothing....but u keep telling me that your feeling better...i just know u don't want get me to worried......i hope we could just stay cool as a fren...don't wanna to lose any fren in my life...every1 is just special in my life..but so so sorry ur not the 1 i'm looking for.....reject is the best way for both off us......what a holiday for me....like been through alots off thing...still kinda blank right now...and i really need to start for my p licence test dy....good luck everyone...may ur day become more precious as ur usual day do....cause every is a precious babe....... you guys....stay peace and stay cool tooo.......hugs and...CIAO'S.....! <3