今天突然想用华文来告诉大家我的心情....

不好意思内.....

最近都没来更新...

都生了好多灰尘...

是时候来扫扫了...

哈哈哈...~

这几天都过得满愉快...

因为一直都保持着愉快的心情...

还有....

我啊....

染了头发...!!!

还把头发给剪了..

可是也不是自愿的丫...

因为发尾都坏光光了..

没办法..

只好剪了再留过吧..

短发的我....

好像还蛮帅气的说..

天啊....~

没男生敢靠近我了..

算了吧...

哈哈哈....

反正因为我的短发而离我远远的男生...

也不是很好吧....

好吧...

就酱吧..

要去补充睡眠...

明天还要去interviwe呢..

晚安...~

:::COOKING:::

wahhh....!
wahhhhhh....!!
wahhhhhhhh......!!!!!
i m cooking...!!
haha....cant imagine i m cooking lah...
cause i m always very clumsy....
"thats all my cousin said..TT"
but i dont feel i m clumsy....
just sometimes forget where i put my phone...
my keys...
my pendrive...
my ic...
aiyah...!still ok what..!right...!?hehe....
okok...back to the topic....
i cook speggetti today....huhuhu....
haha...actually...i just cook the sause only...
actually my mum ady finish cook the sauce...
n we eat....all say the same thing...
"NO TASTE ARH...!"
all face turning weird.... because of that tatse speggetti..!
den.....i said:"HMM...!I GO COOK DA SAUSE AGAIN LAH"....
haha....dunno what my bro n my cous face expression...
i just on my way to the kitchen....
hehe.......white sause.....
mushroom....hotdog........
ting tong tiang...!
i have finish cooking the sause....
then i pour the sauce for my 2 bro n my cous...
hmmmm....waiting....waiting....for the comment of corse....
huhu...their face appear some smile....
n they appear some sound like.....mmmmmm....!!
hahaha...!YOSHI...!!sucessss......
they all say not bad weih....
hahaha...
actually not the 1st time cooking...
but still feel damn excited..hehe...
n i dunno y....
aiyoh...thats all i wanna say for today....


but...!




still thinking of tomorrow wanna go pyramid...
aiyksss....
go or not to go...??
hmmmm.....
hehe....
still thinking.......
okokok....
finish crapping....
nights ppl....

:::SPECIAL DAY....SPECIAL FEELINGS....."

what a special day n special feelings i haviing now...
wake up 10am in the morning...
still feeling sleepy....acause my eye is not goin to open...
haha....every1 xalled me god of the pig...
10am for me really is still early lah...
haha...
ok....keep pass forward lah....hehe...
skip...skip....skip.....
OK...!here....
today i having my breakfast with my family ...we eat "dim sim"...
n we order alot...!
is like 8 different kind of "dim xim"...
haha....kepp eat n eat n eat...
mayb i does feel hungry...
n i still grab a desert form the worker that asking me too..
the desert was nice...!
cause is soya jelly pudding......errr...
something like that lah....somemore have longan...
awhhhh....damn sweet....haha...
after finish our breakfast...
we go to church to fetch our brother..
bacause they have a 3 days 2 nights camp there....
n still have a little concert for them until 3pm something...
this concert was great...
have many kinds of feelings when i saw this concert..
ur heart will feel warm when u c all the children they do something together...
n will feel sad...when the sad drama goes on....
ish......my moods flow very fast n i dunno y...
following the children acting....flow up n down...
hahah....what a special feeling i have...



:::COUSIN NEW HOUSE:::

finally....i saw my cousin new house...
cause last time when i saw it...will always still haven finish build it...
now...the toilet is done....the room is done...
n its nice...
all room have different kinds of colour...
green,pink,blue,orange...
haha...
n my cousin was starting to clean up her room..
its like so many dust..
thats y i keep sneezing...n i feel my nose is goin to fall..ha..!
after that...we all go eat bak ku teh together..
is like a small family gathering..is fun...n its FULL...!!
gosh.....is really full...haha...!

:::my feelings:::

hmm....my feelings was kinda great today....
but...have a little emo...
just a little...
cause when i listen to the songs...
gosh...the damn songs still making me emo..n i dunno y..
its a little lah....
hmm...
mayb something wrong with me...or...errr..
mayb not...
haiyah..!whatever....dont care dont care....!
cause this s2pid damn feeling will be gone anyway....
hehe...!n my damn exam is over...!
RELEASE....!WOOOOO..!!!HOOOOO....!
now i m thinking of what colour should i dye 4 my hair..!
hehehehehe...
damn hyper...
n i can feel my dream r more closer to me now....
hehehe....straight forward for my dream...!
go go go......!!!

:::YEEZIE CRAPPING TIME:::


hohoho.....2 days i didnt upload my blog ady...
any 1 miss my crapping...?haha...
cause yeezie have alots of thing have to crap...!
haha....
last two days...
where have i been...??hmmmm....
what have i done arh...?
haha...
wiat wait....recall 1st......
du du...
du du......
connection lost...!
aiyks......my barin totally no use ady...
cant connect....haha....nvm lah....
lets crap about today.....
nowadays i sleep until kinda late...
almost 3pm or 4pm i only awake...
hmm...dunno what the heck i love to sleep nowadays...
haha....tomorrow have exam...
science.....
still doin some revision...
some lah...not many...
cause not really memorize all...
hehe....
just memorize some points...
some blah blah things.....hehe...
nevermind.....
haha...
just finish making my milo....
woooo hooo.....
damn enjoying drinking my milo...
but after drink my milo nit to off to bed ady...
no choice....2morrow have to wake up early n go to school to take the damn exam....
now...i m just hoping to finish exam earlier...
then i can release all my unhappy feelings...
haihhh...
today have a little argue with my mum...
i know i m not suppose to "ding zui"....
but...haih...
just she said something that really make me fucked up...
yeezie:"...mum.....i wannna dye my hair...."
mum:"i tot ur goin to work....?since ur work then pay urself lah...!"
yeezie:"but i dont have money now....can i take some money out from my bank...?just for my hair dying n treatment?"
mum:"NO...!u cant....this money i keep for u until u big"
yeezie:"i m not big enough yet....?"
mum:"u work lah......u work all the dance fees...whatever u wan u pay urself..."
yeezie:"ok...i will pay myself"
mum:"but...if u go collage....u wan dye hair..i will pay...if u wanna work u pay urself...u go collage..u also can get a laptop...."
yeezie is speechless....
haha....
nvm lah...
i know is a small things.....
but...this is soem condition i dont to hear form my mum...
cause whatever she wans...she sure wanna get it..
included that use some s2pid condition to ask me go 4 collage...
haih...mum.....how old r u ady..??
u still small..??dont make fun off me ady...
i really know what i m doin...
can u wait the result 1st...??
pls i beg u....
u always say all of this will ruin all my mood for sitting my exam...
haih....i just wanna concentrate on my exam 1st...
pls let me get a life that i wan lah...
zzzzzz....

YEEZIE PERIOD DAY....

wake up at 3pm something....
den realise period coming...
start from 3pm my perioad pain didnt stop b4 till now.....
PAIN PAIN PAIN....
after that when i m feel that i m hungry..i wanna cook something to eat...
my lasy issue start to bother me again....
arghhhh.....cause pain till i cant really concentrate on doing something...
cant do house work...
so my mum start to nag me.....
but....i dont know how long did she nag...cause i fall asleep ady...
duno y....everytimes when perioad come...
i will damn lack of energy n feel sleepy...
n raining somore....cant blame me seriously....
AHHHH..!suddenlly i rmb i forget to reply mosquito msg...
ha.....but...cant reply also....
credit habis ady...
hehe....
n realise when i on my facebook..nee wasn't on9...
hmm..
dunno where she been....
watching powerpuff girl that showing on cartoon network....
damn funny.....haha...
aiyksss.....
seems like doen't have any1 interesting what i watch lah....
zzzzzzzzz.....
today my post quite boring 1.....
ha...
but...still hope got human view it....
hehe....



finish crapping....
chiao ppl's....
have a nice day...:)

:::NEW MOON:::

the second day......is today....
that new moon release.....
feel so excited n a little bit moody too....
i m happy that there r frens acc to watch this movie..
that i wait 4 so long...
i m moody...cause i cant watch the movie with "u"....
actually....if u have read new moon b4....
u might just understand what the actress r trying to show u with their acting...
ha...!cause actually the story is too long....
1 half n hour are just not enough to show u the whole story...
ha...!every1 if u really wanna understand what the movie was trying to telling abt..
pls support the series of twilight....trust me...!
because is really touching lah..!
kakakakzzz...
actually no 1 realise that my tears fall twice when i was in the movie theater....
1st time when edward r saying good bye too bella...
2nd time when jacob begging her to stay....
telling her that his not loving her anymore....
she's not good enough for him.....
n tel her not to do reckless things...
haih....all of this scence r just let me feel back the day that we really break up...
almost the same conversation....
just we didnt in the forest......we r at the lrt station...
sorry 4 myself...cause i let my tears fall..n think of u again...
still hoping that u will watch new moon with me....
not other girl...
cause this movie really mean so much for me....
its really the 1st movie that i watch n i fall with u at the same time....


will u watch new moon with me....?
will u.....?
i hope u do....
hoping u to say yes..
altough i still haven ask yet....

:::END YEAR SALE......!!!!!!!!!!!!!:::

arghhhhh...!!!!!!the end year sale is start from last saturday..!!!!
i think every1 just realise ady...!!!!besides me...!!!!
cause........last day....when i was looking around at ioi shopping mall with my family....i just realise....!!!!!
all the shop is full of many many cards that wrote.........
20%.....!!50%....!60%.....!!70%.....!!!!
arhgggggg....!!!!!!!but......when i realise its to late...!!!!
when i rush to vincci...!!!!the shoe that i "mook" for 1 year...!!!
all stock habis...!!!!
$&%#$#$%^@$^
y....!!!y.....!!!!!!!that shoe...!!!!
just left the smalles size 3....!!!
amboi...!!!!
u tought is for baby wear 1 arh...!?!!
i keep ask..5 really finish..??5 really dont have....??
i keep like begging them find me a pair of that shoe..!
arghhhh..!!but its hopelesss...!!!
no way....!!!!i m not goin to let that shoe just fly away like that man..!!!!
IOI dun have...!!
i go MIDVALLEY...!!
MIDVALLEY dun have...!
i go PYRAMID...!!!
PYRAMID dun have...!
i go PAVILLION....!!!
PAVILLION dont have...!!
i go 1U....!!THE CURVE...!!!!TROPICANA MALLLL...!!!!!!
somore still have nike DUNK HIGH.....!!!
i will get my hands on you....!!!!
i swear that i willll...!!!!
mua ha ha ha...!!!
still have SEED bag...!!!
SUB .....!2 %....!!!ZARA.....!!VOIR....!!!!!
ROMP.....!!all tunggu saya...!!!
MAMA IS GONNA TAKE U ALL BACK HOME...!!!!








:::sudah habis crap my things....><:::

:::MARRIED:::
hey.....yeezie have awife ady....
hehe....n is my 1st wife in my recent life...
somemore is still a hottie...!
huhu....!!!
happy...!hyper...!
but this marrige will be not available....
when we each other find a true love....
kakakakzzz...


:::ABT STUDY:::
huhu....abt spm....still have 3 more subject to go...!
pdg......science an art...!
still confusing dunno what to pick for my art....
cause all the subject need to draw human being 1..!
shit lah...!!cause human is my total weaknessss....!!!!
argghhhh...!!!
dont lah...!!!
i wan get B for my art lah...!!
AZA AZA FIGHTING...!



:::ABT MY FUTURE:::
heard from my fren..
that their dance studio need to hired a assistant...
n i m very interested with it...^^
so....i post comment to my fren n let him know that i wanna try this job...
1st of all......i need money for some important things...
2nd....i love dances..i magine the whole day is full of music n dance stabbing when ur work..
is sounded damn wonderfull for me..cause i love music n dance...
n the studio is held at kota damansara..
is very far from puchong....
so that i m thinking that rent from a room from my uncle...
that live at damansara...hope he will say yes...
cause i really wanna do this job...^^
hehe.....hope my family will say yes too....
n i will still fight 4 my dream...
cause i wan dance..!!
i wont give up dance 4 my whole life...
hope to have real training...not just class..
i m still waiting...
waiting for a real leader to train us...
n lead us to a new future that we always dream off...!
dance dance dance...
my life without dance is really nothing...
every1 have their own dream..
hope every1 may go for ur dream....!!
go 4 ur dream..!
bless u all may sucess too.....!!


:::missing someone:::
i have miss u twice today....
y should i miss u...??
n why i missing u....?
bloody hell for no reason....
whatever...because u will always busy....
haih...
bz...bz...bz..
hope that u haven forget me yet..
nvm.....zzzz......

NIGHTS PPL...
NIGHTS HUMAN....
NIGHTS xxxxxx.....

:::I M BAK...!!!YEEZIE IS BAK...!!:::

my family...my frens...my buddies....every1 that worry abt me....no worries....

i m bak.....yeezie is back....!!!

2 months....is so long....long enough to let me forget abt u...but i know when we were just broke up...i keep begging u to come back....

is damn so silly....but.....after brokeup.....i only realise...

he really is the 1 that suit 4 me....

is just...i keep wan more....more n more.....until he cant stand it anymore..

thats the reason that y we broke up..

sometimes..

if....i didnt did some useless things....

always find some useless thing to argue with him..

mayb we still can last longer....

haihhhh...

the past will always stop at the past...it wont bak anymore...

but...still is the best memory ever....

insect....

thx.....

u let me know more abt myself...

u let me know that i m wrong...

most off guy that i met after we broke up....

they really suckss...!!

damn 9 sucksss..!

u r really good....

good enough for me to rmb all the good ones u that u have done b4....

2day...i went ioi with my fren.....they suggest to eat at little taiwan....

ha...!i just think abt that tis year valentines that we go little taiwan too...

i still rmb we order the bubble tea...

from that on..i will always order the bubble tea...

when i go little taiwan...

n when i was shopping at voir....

i saw the big aquarium......do u still rmb that aquarium..?

i rmb got once....before u come to find me...we have a arguement...!

n u still let the bus go...

cause u dunno whether is right for finding me in the situation like that...

when i ask u.....y u dowan sit the bus..!!!!is so damn hard to wait..!

then u said....i scared u dowan to c me...!

i m like..!!!omgosh....!!!!i say just get on the bus lah..!!!!

kakakakzz...when u reach....u sit at the aquarium there...n watching the fish...

i know u were angry.....ha....!but its cute.......but at the last i still apologize....but i dunno whether u rmb.....

movie...movie.....

actually we have alots of movie we haven c yet...

but then...we broke up ady....

actually.....i dont have any wishes 4 us anymore....

no more begging....

no more love.....

i know this is fren feelings.....

but......i wanna ask u...

will u wtach "new moon" with me...?

i hope u do.......

cause....i hope ur the 1 go watch "new moon"...

"eclipse" and "breaking dawn"...with me...

cause...u said b4...u wont pak toh..in the next two years...

so.....wont have gf ask u to wacth this movie with u....

haihhh....i hope....i can ask u 1 day.......

i hope ur ans will be "yes"......

if u saw tis post.......just...let me know.....

whether u will go watch this movie with me....^^

goshh...!!!juz hate myself....!!!
if i juz open my facebook earlier...den i can saw the charity events...!
arghhh...!!!!misss it again.....
sorry cousin.....
hope the charity of dota event is still sucess...
coz..i really hope it sucess also...
nowadyas....keep myself busy....
try my best not to thinking of u....
yea..is hard...but...atleast i try....
every1 is trying their best to sucess all the things dat they care...
some1 dat care abt their family...
some1 dat cares abt their frenss...
some1 dat cares abt everything...
feel like i waana care too...
i knoe there is someone r need caring...
more den us do...
no time 4 crying....
no time to think dat i m pity....
bcioz...yhere r alots of ppl needs our help outside....
donate money donate blood...
even is juz a small thing dat wecan do...
but atleast we have save some children life...
i knoe dat i always still waiting 4 a chance..
love ppl more...so 1 day sure have a ppl dat meant to be love u bak...
ha...!s2pid....


anyway...cant sleep now....i feeling tired...
but something is confusing me...right now...
mr..can u give me the ans...??
juz tel me......coz...
sorry dude...!
i m not ur doll....!!!
dun play with me...
is tired to fooling around...
stop it.....coz..i m tired ady...
n stop using me..i m not s2pid....!

racing with the time..
racing with the taers..
finally...
i have comfort myself...
even i knoe its still not very well..
atleast..i still can study..
keep on moving 4 my life...
is a fresh thing 4 me...
i knoe...
my family n frens r worry abt me...
but......i wan to thx them..
n i wanna tel them i love u all...
thx 4 da supporting..
i mean everything...
u all r the one makes me awake from the pain...
n i thx 4 u all...
is hard to start from the begining...
but...atleast i m not alone.....i still have u all.....
thx.....^^

tuesday

11:37am

17/08/2009





being no mood at all..!

having pressure like shit...!

trial..trial....trial...!

is driving me nutss...!

facing the same problem...

like.....everyday......

only dance can make me forget abt everything..

throw myself into the music...

enjoying the beat...flowing with the movement...





ur attitude is making me go crazy....

i m like...wat the hell u mean....?

sms is unmatured...?

phone eah other is unmatured...?

acc each other is acting childish....?

i dun understand....~

wat do u mean by matured...?

u juz only 1x....

i.....didnt wan more from u....

izzit...a little bit of caring....will make u feel disgusted....?

issshhh.. goin to screw myself...!!!





i juz feels like i m goin to say...!

FXXK U...!

FXXK U...!

FXXK U....!





jenjen....where r u...?

yeezie needs u....!

omg....

jenjen....~

wuwuwuwuwuwu....!

today didnt go to studio...

coz our taecher tonight have a show need to perform...

haizz....boring...

nothin to do at home...

juz do some revision n write some essay..

hmm...

my skool trial exam is coming...

strat to feel nervous ady...haizz...

today...feel kinda moody...

because have an arguement with xxx...

i think is not srguement also...

juz...he telling the truth..

the truth dat i cant even accept..

haiz....y is tis happening again...?

i dunno y....keep facing da same problem again..

haizz.....god...!!r u enough ady...?

i m facing family problems...

is starting to let me getting tired...

watever i wanna do...

will always not be acceptable....

y...?

i juz need some1 dats knoe me more...

cares abt me more...

arghh....!!!!speecless abt everything dat happens to me...

wat should i wish 4..?

i wish 4 a family dat cares n know abt me...

i wish dat...u might be....there 4 me...

coz..i m goin to fall....anytime...any moment...

其实我到底还在等待些什么..?

你的回应吗...?

明知道是不可能改变的事实..

为什么我还是要抱着那渺小的希望呢..?

是我笨...是我蠢..永远看不清..

醒醒吧...蔡丝伊....~

:::a happy n secure day:::

wake up in 11 something...

there was noise coming from the living room...

looks beside me...my cousin all were wake up..

walk out from the room..

every1 is watching tv...

feel kinda secure when i c they all..

my cousin....they still there...

not like home...when i wake up....i always feel lonely...

coz...when i wake up i will always heard them say "moring"...

very comfortable...very sweet...

there is always something dat i cant even wants from my family....

hmm....but...i will always get from them....

ha...!i m very glad they were here with me...

after i wash my face...

we all went out 4 having our "brunch"..

"brunch"=breakfast n lunch...

we go a cafe dat name "departure lounge"....

when i walk in....i feel very nice...

coz...the cafe makes me feel dat i m home...

hehe...got a fermiliar feel when i walk in..

hmm....den....no 1 is taking order from us...

coz we need to pick ourself...

there a paper there n u can choose the food dat u like..

n make it to a set...

hmm....i choose...

chicken hotdogs,turkey ham,scramble egg,harshbrown,n two bread..

if u knoe me...u will knowhow much i hate strawberry flovor...

but..need to admit their strawberry jam is yummy...!!

kakakakzz....

every1 is eating n laughting...

keep talk crap....

kakakakzzz....

is a happy moment 4 my life..

i feel happy if i m with them...

i noneed to hide all my feelings...

i nonit tot hink wat to say...

i juz will say it out loud....

i m here..i knoe dat i m not lonely...

i m here...bcoz..i knoe...my lovest cousin very sayang me...

i love them very very much...

thx 4 being here with me...

thx god 4 letting me having them as my cousin....

i m happy n i m proud....

i have 2 smart cousin dat always wont look down at me...

i have a crazy cousin dat will always hayper with me...

is enough....really enough....~

haha....~

its 6:30 in da morning....

my arlam clock haven ring yet....

still feeling damn sleepy...

so...i juz flop down to continue my sleep again...

ha...!!!

suddenlly....i heard a loud sound...yeap...!!!its thunder...

how long dat puchong have been rain b4....?

its kinda comfortable...sleeping while is raining...

feel kinda cold...

but....some 1 is knocking my door...!!

is my mum...

haizz......paksa to wake myself up..in a nice sleepy mode....!!

while...i fnis brsuhing my teeth n my face...

feel kinda better...

atleast wont feeling sleepy anymore...

go to downstaris....

there is a cup of hot chocolate on da table...

is a nice thing ever....when u drink a cup of hot chocolate in a big rainy day...!!

feel so "xing fu" lah...!!

kakakzz...

i juz pass foward my skool life...

coz...is bored...!!

kakakzz....

after finish my class...

i follow my team mate go giant....

buying hair spray 4 our canteen day....

yea....4get to mention dat aug 1st..is our skool canteen day...

our class is prepare to open a small saloon dat can cruly the hair....

straighten the hair....

still got colour...but its juz spray on it lah...!!

but....i pick some colours dat is kinda nice...

like....

purple....red.....

dun imagine dats lala....

bcoz...aiyks....dunno how 2 explain also...

nvm....juz 4get abt it....

there are goin to have aloths of food store...!!

omg...tummy feel kinda hungry when think abt it...

omg....~

still got haunted house...

flying fox....

cool huh...!!!

i ady c the haunted house design...!!its like damn so CREEPY...!!!

our skoolmate r juz so cool..!!!they design their own huanted house...

i will take some pictuire....den let u all c...~

hehe.....

after finish buying things...

den i straight went bak home...

because..i wanna baked a cake....

hmm...

its kinda yummy....

hehehe.....

but....tis time..i think i add abit more of sugar...

kinda sweet...

aiykss...

would he like it..??

worrying...~~~

hehe...tis my day....

how was ur day....?

blessing all my family n frens...

happy n peacefull...

love u alll...~

muax...~

:::hmmmm....::::

fifnt go to skool today....
coz...1st i having plans to going somewhere....
but...suddenlly.....some 1 have chnaged the plan...
erm...i dun even knoe y...
n the someone also didnt tel me y...~
omg...wat a boring dayzz.....
reach ioi at 1:30....
go in popular to find some books to read....
reading books 4 pasting the time...
is kinda lonely...coz..thre is only me....
but...luckily....studio open at 3 pm...
after dat....i m goin to studio....
coz....atleast got ppl chat n play with me...
when finish reading books...
den i only rmb dat i m goin to buy e-pop....
finally...still have 2 at there....
kakakzz.....
tis is the second time i buy e-pop...
becoz of some1 lah....
haha...finally...saw his creepy face on da e-pop....
but...still quite nice actually...
hmmm......taking bus.....goin studio....
when i reach studio...tere is no 1 held...~
so..i m waiting kim at downstairs....
reading breaking dawn....
keep thinking another question...hmm..hav u finish ur test yet...?
but.....i c my phones....not ringing...or anything...
hmm.....weird feelings...again...~
nvm....after having lunch with kim....
feel damn full...
kakakzz....~
when bak studio.....
i juz fall asleep like a pig.....
hehehe....
coz....wait until 8pm i m goin to start my dance lesson...
so...i go in da room juz rest 4 a while...~
hope my head will goin be better...
after my dance lesson 10:30...i only rmb dat i have my dinner yet....
aiykss....feel damn hungry right now..~
juz now go check the frig...i found a burger...
omg....thx god....i put in da oven n wait it to heat....
after den i get to dig in...!!!
kakakakzz....
wat a happy moment 4 my life....
now....update my blog 4 mr legin teh.....~
becoz he sampat 1 lah...~~
wanna c my new thongs....
legin...i think u muz be miss me until xiao ady...~
kakakakzzz...~~~
tis blog is upload 4 u 1...~
juz hope u wont felt sienzz or anything...
nitez..nitezz....~

finally some have new picha with mr insects....

i like tis 1 the most...

hehehe.....

buggy....we 2 goin have to attend competition the same day....

hmm....i really hope to support u there....

hope we 2 can did our best n enjoy the perform...

gabanteh 4 mr insect n ms yeezie.....~

HWATING...!!!!!!PROGRESSION S.S....!!!!

woosth...when da music ends.....u can c my boyfren at the ending post.....kakakzz..."princess"...

wahhhh......every 1 is saying sorry...kakakzz.....

erm......every 1 very serious 4 da rehearsal weiii.....

kakakazz.......i know some 1 is waiting 4 lll tis photo....kakakzz.......

:::P DAY::::

hoho......didnt get to watch harry potter 2day....

aiykss...becoz.....of some little privacy thingy....

hmmm....~

but...finally i brought dat 3 hats...

finally....kakakzz..

each juz cost rm19.90....

hmm...altought quite cheap...

but....also "pokai" ady lah....~

aiyohyoh...~

after finish buying things...den straight go bak kl central wait bus...~

hmm.......today bus come quite fast....not even 10 minutes...i saw "u69"...~

its happy ddat can go bak earlier...

but....

when i turn around wanna wave 2 say good bye...

ur gone...no 1 is there 4 my waving....

suddenlly....teras in rolling in my eyes...

but...atleast i didnt let it fall...~

kakakazz....

reach home rest 4 a while den wanna go 4 my bm tuition...

not really comcentrate in the tuition today...

keep thinking abt something....

something dat i dunno....

brain is full of "s2pid stuff:...~

feel kinda slleepy...

waiting him finish his discussion 4 tomorrow presentation...~

hmm......2moro after skool still nit go studio...

tired...tired....feeling damn tired.....

yeezie gabanteh....!!!!

everything is juz goin to be alrite n easy...!

:::SICK MODE::

haizz...how come..??how come..?!!!!

yeezie sick ady....~

tis few days keep goin to studio 4 our dance practice....

its very weird dat i feel so ill tis morning randomly...!!

i cant even reallly listen wat teacher teaching abt...

i juz feel my head in a huge pain....

pening...!!!!

so...i decided...no goin 2 studio 2day.....

haizz.....competition is held on tis sunday...

pls....god.....

pls...let me cover my sick quickly...!!

i dowan to lose the dance competition bcoz of my illness...!!!

i dowan to lose....

n i cant lose....

i wanna prove it 4 u...i really can....

i wanna tel u dat..i really can.....

...""heart bleeding""...

n something wrong with my usb cable...i wanna upload "proggression" photo 4 u all 2 c also cant..~

very very very paiseh....~

i will try my best to find a new usb cable n upload the photo...

so keep on waiting..

aiykss.....

feeling very dizzy now.....

goin to wash my face n drink some soup...

n have some sleep....

now is 2pm....

still nit to wait another 4 hours he only finish his class...

hope he will still rmb to sms me.....

waiting....

waiting....

yeezie is waiting while sleeping....

:::PISSED...!!!:::

i m writing the story abt yesterday...

yesterday im trying update my blog....

but the s2pid line wont let..!!

suck like hell..!!

okok...~~~

lets start the day....

i wake up 9 am in da moring....

when finish prepare my thing...

i m on da way goin to BUKIT NANAS...!!

ALONE..!!

i m bringing my happy mood goin to c proggression performance...

my bf is a menber of da proggression also..~~

but...mostky the main point is...i really damn so interested with their dance weii..!!

haven c their real show b4...~~

but...but...~~

dats a thind dat make me very very very dulan..!!!

if u know wat is mean...!!

finally i reach bukit nanas....

a place dat i didnt go b4...~~~

ran down from the monoril station...

mr insects said dat i will saw 2 big parrots...

i m like..??huh..??!!!!

parraots...??i cant even c 1..??

i m like....sweating...!!

grrr...

den i walk to the left side.....

theres a 7-11.....

i go in n ask do u knoe where is hap seng plaze held...?

they all juz like..??

huh...??

at bukit bintang...??!!

i m like..??omg..??

bukit bintang..?

den.....i went out the shop...

i keep walking...keep waking....

i c caltex....

theres alot of ppl at there...i m like keep asking the same question...

some ppl say at th lft...

soem ppl said at the right...

i keep walking....left until right...right until left...

dunno i walk how many times..~~

FINALLY...I BEH TAAN ADY...!!

i phone bak him....when i was on the left....

den he said...did u c caltex..??

the plaza juz near caltex....

i m like..!!!!!!!

curse all those s2pid ppl..!!!!

still telling me dat the plaza is on the left...!!!!

omg omg..!!!!!!!!CURSING...!!!!

finally....i c the HAP SENG STAR...!!!!

HAP SENG STAR...!!u knoe how much i LOVE u arh...!!!!!

haizz.............

okok...tis is enuff of my du lan mood...!!!

loading....

loading.....

loading.....

loading.......

:::DAMN SUPER HYPER:::

when i reach hap seng plaza...

i m like.....WOW....!!!!

damn so many ppl.....

11 guys...i think....

all is the member of proggression....

all........is so wow....

leng cai..i guess..~~~

cute..??

no comment at all..~~

kakakzz..~~

but...alll guys seems like quite interested with "me"....

mayb i m perasan or something....but...

all is coeming out to c me....i m like a "star"...!

kakakzz...bcoz i m mr insects galfren...~~

kakakazzz...~~~

in dat day...i knoe many many many guyzz...~~

alll is fren of my bf...~~~

but...luckilly...they all quite socialble....

i wont feel very stressfull when i chat with them....

kakakzzz....after c ing thier rehearsal.....

i bak wit the "hotel" with them...

i m like so commentless with "hotel" dat organizer pick....

it was...erm...erm..."old"...?

n got soem ants on the bed...?

yuckzz..~~~

when in the room.....every1 is starving...!!!

got a guy...dunno wat is named...

keep say..

i very huingry...!!!

i very hungry...!!!!

like goin to die...~~~

got another 1 still said dat tis morning i only snatch my sister honey star n eat....

kakakakzz....!!!

finally....after 1 hour......the food is coming....~~~

every body eating silently.....

tis moment....every 1 is like a kids finally get a lolipop from mumy...~~kakakzz...!!!

cute...!

huhu....

after eating...every 1 is all so energitic...!!!

ready 4 da perform...!!!

kakakzz...~

every 1 is changing the out fit...

bsides me...i mlaying on the bed...n use the blanket to cover my whole body...~~

coz every1 is showing their "SEXY" body...~

kakakazz..~

after changing out fit every 1 is waiting 4 da performnce...!!

huhuhuhu...!!!!

hwating 4 proggressing...!!!!

when the music start....

sorry sorry sorryy..!!!!

every1 is damn feaking hot like hell man...!!!!

woosth...!!!!

they have been lots of electricity..!!!dunno came from where..~~~

there are alots of fans..!!include malay gal..??

OMG....my mouth juz give it a big O....!

finallly.....the performance is ending very very weell....

sorry....

not goin to continue writing....

not in a mood...

everything is making me depreesed...!!

dats is all wat i get from u...??

i m laughing....~~~

so tatally...~

insects.....i hxtx u....~

:::HYPER MODE...!!!!!:::

after skool......we're goin to studio 4 practice our dance...
coz....next saturday....we goin to attend a competiton at puchong "xi lai deng"...
if u knoe where is the place....every1 is invite 2 come n c the competition...
everybody is free 2 get in...nonit to pay...
we juz need ur clap n ur scream..!!!
kakakakzz....
yeayea....bak to the topic...
when i reach studio...
bobby is there waiting 4 us ady....
while we were half in the practicing...
bobby suddenlly came in n telling us something....
"erm...stephy....do u free on next month..?"
"yea...i m free...sure...y..??"
"coz..there is goin to have a competition show on ntv7..i m hoping u n javerl can go 4 da competition 4 our street nation...i will ask nick n xian n u 2 make in a group 2 attend the competition....(nick n xian is our street jazz teacher)..."
i m like..!!!!omg...!!!!omg...!!!
is tis really happening 2 me..?
kakakazz......
is hard to belive..?!!!
i m goin to be on a tv competition show...
not juz i wanna attend the competiton myself...
is bobby pick us go 1...!!!
holy cow...!!!
kakakkzzzz..!!!!!
tis is the best chance dat god give me..!!!!
i will very very appreciate...!!!!
i will nv 4get...!!!!!
tis moment...!!!
my feelings...!!!!
my mood...!!!
everything is like goin 2 explode inside my body..~
hmm....
another good news...
2moro i m goin 2 c proggression performance....
is my 1st time...
1st time c my buggy live show...!
kakakzz....
really happy....
even i feel damn sleepy....
but...still damn hyper....!!!
dunno y...!!!
huhuhu...!!!!!
yea...!!
2moro....is goin to have a happy day...!!
nitex every1...sweet dreams...~

:::deng...!!!!!deng....!!!!damn pissed...!!!:::

:::but...there is something dat makes me smile either....:::

aiyoh...!!!!y the s2pid phone will like dat 1...??

cant even type msg...?

cant even receive the phonecalls...??

wuwuwuwu......

buggy.....

y ur s2pid phone like tis 1...?damn pissing me off la weiii....!!!

haizzzz....

tis few dayss....

we didnt keep argue...

i m very happy dat...

finally..we get our feelings bak juz like last time...

hmm....

u wont cheat me again....rite...?

i dun wannna have arguement anymore..

i very appreciate tis happy moment 4 my life...

theres a melody inside my mind....

theres a song 4 my feelings now....

~you r my everyday..我每一天就像在预告..关于明天是个问号..缺了些却无处可逃..~

~you r my everyday...我想你最初的容貌..回不去了而我的爱..你是否还愿意感觉的到...?~

tis songs called每天...

sing by纪佳松...~

can go n try n hear....

when i 1st time hear tis songs...

i straight fall 4 tis songs ady....

:::yeezie:::

:::my heart secure mode...:::

:::12:51am:::

:::PHOTO...!!!!!:::

:::hope u all will like it...!!:::

:::tis is the best day ever...!!!:::

:::hurray 4 exjazz & noble k....!!:::

:::my most happiest memories to keep until i die...!!:::

:::hmm...if u were there.....my memories will have been better....:::

:::u knoe ur the 1 dat i m saying...:::

:::dun turn bak n try 2 act silly...:::

hyper day....!!!!!

today i have the best day ever...!!!!

we have perform very well....

n we have a new street family...!!!

include us...~~ex-jazz...noble...street-x...!!!!!

hurry 4 smk bt14......!!!!!!

we have the best impression from the ordians...!!

we have all the clap n cheer from them...!!!!

thx 4 u all...~~~

because of u all....we perform welll....~~

when we finish our perform....

n go down from the stage..~~

every1 dat c us will give us a big thumb n say "good"...!!!!

i m like...!!!!!!!!

happy until dat i can cry....~~~

still got ppl ask us to take pic with them...!!!!!

tis is my last year have tis kind of perform...!!!!

is a very precious memory....!!!!

i love my team...!!!

i love my dance....!!

thx 4 all those frens dat support ex-jazz...!!!

ex-jazz will get better n better...!!!!

stronger den stronger dat u cant even imagine...!!!

:::feelings 4 u n me:::

the promise dat to be undertake...

the promise dat u said....

do u stilll rmb....?

promise dat there would'nt be have anything dat will be hiding for each other...

still got how many things dat i didnt know....??

wats the reason dat u dont even wan me to knoe...?

i will always knoe the truth by myself....

i will always get the truth from anybody else....

wat should i do..??

should i ask u dat.....

"do u still have anythings dat r hiding from me..?"

or....should i juz....shut up n forget abt it...

somehow....

i m keep guessing...wat did u really want...?

u say dat u were tired...
no worries....

i will let u go....

i knoe......

there is something weird between 2 of us...

there is something keep changing...

but no one knoes the reason for well....

theres a scar on it....

ur changing to another person dat i didnt knoe....

i can feel ur smile when u with ur fren...

i can feel ur happiness from there....

there is nothing i can do....

but....

i will rmb wat u have told me....

i will always rmb dat sentence....

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

i will repeat tis sentences everyday...

i will replay tis moment everytime...

一个人的感受

总是觉得难受

所谓的配合

所谓的容忍

都让我觉得好难过

越来越疲惫

沉重的疲惫感

让我总是不能呼吸

你....

看到我的改变吗..?

我...

总是不甘示弱.....

总是想找回

那曾经很幸福的感觉..

可是改变了..

就无法再回来了..

我以为我拥有你..

可是....可是.....

这次我真的受伤了...

该离开的人是我...

但是....

我却装的很洒脱...

自从你变了以后...

爱你的眼泪总是很寂寞...~

buggy...please...come bak to mee...

change bak the buggy dat love me the most...~

care my feelings the most..~

huhuhuhu...~
finally....
EAXM OF THE WEEKEND
is totally over...!!!!
feel kinda release...
keep reading the pearl n memorise all the character...
n still have the konserto terakhir too...
brain is full of drama n komsas....
kakakzz.......
is huge...!!
kakakakzz...
hmm.....
wat i really wan...actually....
y i wan to work so hard for my result..??
y i have the tought dat i wanna go 2 collage...?
y....??
i always wanna 2 be a dance or a hair stylish....~
suddenlly..i had change my mind...
izzit...bcoz of u..?
dreams n reality is totally not the same...
wat i wan 4 my life is juz a dream...
but....reality always come 1st...
dats y we all living with unhappiness sometimes..~
will i regret dat wat i have chosen....??
hmm....
i hav no idea with it....
hmmm.....
dance competition is coming soon....
practice very hard on it...
tis is my last year....
hope i can get some nice result fom the judges n some clap from the ordians....
holiday is started....~
hope every1 enjoy ur holiday...

:::smile:::
:::yeezie:::
:::29 may 2009:::
:::confusing abt my future...:::
:::2:22 am:::

~NEW HAIR DAY~

i m being nuts...!!!

i cut off my hair...

my long hair....

haizz....

now my hair is bob...!!!

totally bob...!!!

hard imagine huh...!

i m look like a guy wey....

wuwuwuwu.....

now....wan it long...

wan it long...~

my whole life is juz wanna my hair o be long n straight..

now...

is short...n straight....

bob bob stephy...~~

wuwuwu...hope my looks wont attractive to gal man..!!

if not..i might kill myself....!!!

i m not tb...

seriously...!!!!

i m a gal....

i love my bf...

altough i m look like a guy....

aiykss...

hope it will longer...

if not...

i m goin 2 do hair extension ady....