Thursday, October 21, 2010

move on c:

:::MOVE ON:::

2 months had just fly away like this....
not even a blink for my eye....stupid blog.....i have left out you for so damn long...
sorry weih......always not in da mood to type something.....
arghhhh..have been so fucking lifeless after the breakup....
is always like that...lock myself in the room with alots of junk food....
FUCK.......look in da mirror i just look terrible horrible...!!!!
just don't realize when the time passs....
the pain will flow it away with the time tooo....
horrible feelings are over.......feel release abt it.....
its like GOSHHH....FINALLY......IS OVERRRR.....
but thx to all my fellow cousin, bro's and bestiess....!!!!
i m glad that i m having u all when i m down.....ur all are the most precious humans that i met in my whole life.........still rmb when the nights come i can't stop missing him like shit...!!!
cried cried cried.....over over and over again......some feelings that i would never know....
sometimes when i m really terribly sad i feel like post those stupid stuff abt him.....
a man that changes my everything....
my future.....and....now....all its just a piece of shit....!!!!
NO MORE FUCKINGGGGG PROMISEEEE...!!!!
ishhhhh.....because of ur 1 promises.......i make up all the things for u...
yeaaaa.......bull shit larh....
this is what u pay when a girl give up everything for u...
but this kinda off shit will just happen this fucking onceee..!!!
there's no more sohai yeezie gonna repeat the samething no moreeee...
but....thx to youuu...i learn the biggest lesson for my life....
i learn to be more independent....i learn to love someone with my selffish side....
thats what u want from me..????thats what u want me to become..??
just c.....u'll just c........i'll be the shit for u too c.....
i'll never forget when u said those sentences just infront of my face.....
DO FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.....
yeaaaa..
thats the fucking things u said......
1 day.....i'll throw my fucking money on ur face and said...i m happy to fuck off from ur life....
cause fuck off from ur life i get this money to throw on ur fucking faceeee.....
yeaaaaa.......shittttt.....to geram dy....paiseh paiseh.....
arghhhhh....but....luckily.....
i met someone that understand me well...
his like a fren...his like a brother....his like a loverrr.....
hmmmm.....great feelings...??yeaaa..it doesss..nvm larh....
i wanna stop thing that goes more complicated....:)





:::MELACCA TRIP <3:::
melacca trip is damn freaking awesome...!!!!
really awesome shitssss..!!!!
the 1st day my fren bring me go eat the satay celup...??
if i didnt mistaken the name larh...wah law.....really damn freaking nice lorh.....
i never ever eat this kind off thing at kl b4...
FRESSSSSH weihhhhh....AHAHAHAHA..!!!!
then the 2nd day we went to ikan bakar with my fren family.....
before u reach the place u will c river...
damn ada feel kan..?ahahahaha....tho the river is not that "clean" larh...
as u know.....m'sia river all very "clean" 1 marh...!!
AHAHAHAH......!!!!
shit....insulting......
den the third day i went to ARENA.....
argghhh...the club that held at melacca...
awesome live band weihhhh....
never saw life band in club b4....cause kl doesn't have.....
really FRESHHHH also larh......
still a damn lovely trip for me....
met alots of new frens......
they all really crap king crap queen 99....!!!
can't laugh non stop when crap with them....really 99...!!!!
hahahahahaa.....but....time fly when we enjoy......
my fren gonna fly back to singapore to continue his work....
hmmmm...hope everything are just going to be fine at singapore....
just go for ur dream....!!!!FLY AWAY......
hope to saw u in tv in da future......ahahahaha....
thats all for todayy....
oppps...forget....i have add some fresh music for my blog...if not.....
my blog will be damn dead larh.....
and i will keep on update my blog...if i have something to said larh...
cause everyday repeat the same thing sounds kinda tiring for me....ahahahaa...

good night for the vampire
and good morning for the human...
and....i m da half vampire half human.....<3