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才发现我浪费了很多时间...
才发现我想做的事情太多....
yesss..i really have alots off thing i feel like want to do..most off all i don't have time...thin back slowy...where all my time...???what i've been doing all off this time..???sigh....actually....i really really really wanna get my damn licence like seriously..!!!!keep on study for the undang and learning how to drive....but...where's my time...suddenlly have to work...suddenlly have to do this and that...CRASH MAN...!!!CRASH...!!!urgh...i hate when everything come suddenlly...cause....i don't have time for it....sigh....everybody keep on asking me why...but i m tireed of explan again again and again...seriously i don't have the mood larh....i wanted to have a vocal training like seriously..!!!i wait for so long and finally u found me and discuss with it..!!!by that time i have interview a new job...!!!argh..!!see..!!u know what i m saying..?!!!!on the spot..!!!on the same day...!!!!its like damn wtf...!!!!urghhhhh..!!!now i ahve to get my licence..!!!my vocal training..!!!and work...!!!pls larh.....can i just give up working and go for the vocal training instead...!!!!!cause i love it so muchh...!!!!but....other wise i still need money..!!!arghh...!!!!i hate it when ut comes along...!!!!!F...!!!!!how can i seperate the time..??or mayb i should seperate myself in to half so i can make it everything...!sigh......i really damn regret dahhhhh.......FAINT.....almost faint.....ok larh..i know i keep on bubbling on stupid stufff..!!but damn..!!!i know i can do it...!!!!!pls...!!!!just gime me some time and gime me strength plssss...i need it alot...cause....everything is so crazily unstoppable...tell me abt it....don't care whether its going to failed or what...!!!!i m going to take the stupid undang already...!!!!wish me luck..!!cause i have study for it all the time.....for this new job that i just interview...cause i don't feel like staying at home everyday....feel like doing something not just staying at home crap all the time....there....interview a job that i don't really like too...receptionist...!all the account thingy..!!hahaha...!!i know..!!!unbelieveable...!mwah hahaha..!!!seriously..!!i hate to count..!!and most off all i don't like to use my brain to count everything...cause will be damn 7 tiring larh...!ahahahaha...!but...nvm larh.....the salary still not bad.....hope the stylish won't ask me to do more than reception job...don't wanna touch those saloon thingy.....scared off it..!!!phobia off washing hair everyday..!!and hand start cracking..!!!!YUCKSSSS..!!!if u start to ask me to alots off thin...den i'll start to say byebye...ahahaha...!!ok larh....thats all...now..i m gonna start my driving classes before i start the work...but...nvm larh....when working i still have to take some off day to get the licence..!!cause i have to get my licence before april..!!!before i start my collage...!!!!wish me luck in everything..!!!i mean....everything.....feel so release after bubble all the shit out...!!!not a bad day for today..feeling warm and cacat...!ahahaha...hope everyday is just gonna be like this....cause u know why...???i犯贱lorh.....!nights peeps...end with alots off hugging...!!!
ps:i m still miss u....ya i do.....:)
