Tuesday, December 23, 2008


~My lovely buggy b'day....~
~lalalalalala......~
~but...his b'day got abit unlucky....~
~streamyx got prob;em...cannot on9....~
~juz can talk 2 him through hp..~
~adui adui.....~
~here is i wan to say....~
~buggy...sowee.....~
~i always abit mean 2 u...~
~but..dat also means i care 4 u....~
~sowee i always make u sad....~
~i m a big bad jerk....!~
~but..i try my best 2 let u happy....~
~hope it reli was...~
~i wanna 2 let u knoe..how sweet a boyfriend u r.....~
~how nice a boy friend u are....~
~u will not always b my mr.right...~
~u will not always b my mr.wrong...~
~but..buggy u will always b my mr.never wrong....~
~ur the 1 dat traert me very well...~
~bcoz of me...u can b more socialble...~
~not always juz diam diam only...~
~u say u wanna do all tiz juz 4 me.....~
~u knoe....~
~everything' s alright.....~
~i wanna be with the one i knoe....~
~may b.....u not reli knoe me so much...~
~buy....buggy...i try.....~
~i'll also will try anything dat juz 4 u....~
~love cha....~
~n happie b'day 4 u 2....~
~muax...~
~muax...~
~muax...~
~muax...~
~muax...~
~muax...~
~muax...~
~muax...~
~muax...~
~muax...~

Sunday, December 21, 2008

~hng..hng...~

~s2pid buggy....~
~make me angry again...~
~haizz...~
~y will always like dat 1...?~
~duno how 2 describe my feeling 2 u now...~
~ishh....~
~everynite go out....~
~everynite got programm...~
~most piss off is....the gal take the tian kong n stick at her face n take pic with it..!!!~
~yerr...!!!yerrr...!!!!!~
~dun everr let me c the blue colour thingy man...!!~
~i will think off her...~
~s2pid...s2pid....~
~grrrr.......~
:::piss mode:::
~happy birthday 2 my sweetes cosin...!!!!~
~ur the best cousin ever....~
~kakakzzz...~
~aiyayayaya.....~
~big ady....~
~wanna turn to 15 ady...~
~gabenteh on ur pmr next year..~
~wooost....wat a day man...!!!!~
~eat the whole day...~
~kakakzz....~
~fat ady....~
:::tummy round round mode:::

Saturday, December 20, 2008

~the last waiting...~

~waiting mode..~
~waiting mode..~
~waiting mode..~
~i tot...i m juz hiding...~
~hiding away the feels abt u...~
~try 2 force myself 2 4get abt u....~
~"du du..du du..du du..."~
~no 1 accepts the phone call....~
~i knoe....~
~i ady knoe.....~
~who i love.....~
~not either juz a word....~
~the 1st 1 i think is juz u...~
~crazy....~
~kakakzzz....~
~happy...?~
~no...i m a coolish gal dat hurts very deeply....~
~ur a sunny guyz dat smile very brightly...~
~how could it be...?~
~u can say..i dun mind he kissed u b4....~
~i dun mind he hug u b4....~
~i dun mind he touched ur face b4....~
~i dun mind....~
~i dun mind ur tears is 4 him not 4 me....~
~sunny guy....~
~i m turely sorry....~
~those dayz..i haven reli knoe wat my reli feelings abt u....~
~but...now...i ady knoes.....~
~ur a sunny guyz dat nv drinks beer...~
~but...u sad..u cry...u drunk.....~
~juz bcoz of me....~
~i hate myself....~
~i hate myslef been so selfish 4 u..~
~i juz dunno how describe....~
~dat feelings was so hurt...~
~but..i angry....~
~i angry u drink beer...~
~i angry u goin out with frenz until very late...~
~i m drinking vinegar coz u close with ur gall frenzz...~
~i think.....now..i realise something....~
~do u knoe wat i mean..buggy....?~
~i love u....~
~seriously in love with ur sunny smile....~
~seriously in love dat ur bigbig heart of urs....~
~i m a horrible gal..but......u tel me....~
~u dun mind u like horrible gal....~
~im sowee....~
~mayb..i will let u hurt....~
~but......i think.....i reli fall 4 u....~
"do u belive...?i m smiling..reli....trought the heart..."
~buggy...thx 4 avthing....~

Saturday, December 13, 2008

~sometimes...i reli think dat...god is playing with me...~
~coz...i m been waiting 4 along...~
~but y...?~
~juz 1 step....~
~juz 1 step...~
~sometimes the final step is juz hard...~
~i knoe..i knoe....~
~but...sometimes..u juz freaking me out..~
~reli freaking me out...~
~i tot...~
~mayb..juz my imagination not enough...~
~if....mayb...i can read ur mind...~
~mayb..everything wont be so compliceted...~
~haizz...~
~juz a little 1 step....~
~juz little 2 late...~
~thx 4 da everything...~
~when im hopeless...ur the 1 dat phone me den asking me "r u all rite...?"~
~thx.....~
~mr p??g p??g~
~i reli appreciate with it...~
~i wont 4get dat nite....~
~when a gal was crying 4 her xbf..when a gal was reli broken in2 pieces...~
~ur the 1 dat by my side...~
~tq....~
~crying mode...~

Thursday, December 11, 2008

~did i reli like him...?~
~ermmmm....~
~is like...?or like like...?~
~im damn so confusing...~
~i tot i will very sad..when my x is leaving me...~
~i tot..i'll will b a emo mood everyday....~
~but...y....?~
~when he phone come..i will very happy...~
~i will very suprise...~
~i tot...i juz love my x....~
~i tot...i will never b happy anymore...~
~but...y...?~
~tiz bug.....change my whole feeling...~
~make my tears away....~
~make my emo mood away....~
~he..let me feel....~
~happy...?~
~happy...?m i reli saying dat...?~
~im feeling happy...?~
~i reli dun hav tiz feeling b4....~
~happy...seems like a leave me long long time ago...~
~happy..is coming bak 2 me...?~
~lucky..is coming bak 2 me...?~
~or...i m juz dreaming....~
~coz...i dun belive....~
~reli dun belive it....~



:::confusing..happy...mode:::

Friday, December 5, 2008


~left 14 hours more...~

~after 14 hours...~

~poof...!!!~

~u will gone 4ever...~

~missing...somethin..~

~no 1 pick me home...~

~no 1 tel me rmb 2 eat my dinner...~

~no 1 tel me dun diet anymore..~

~no 1 tel me dun cut ur hair anymore...~

~no 1 wil tel me...dun wear those sexy cloths anymore..~

~no 1 will tel me..dun cry anymore..~

~no 1 will tel me ...u will alright juz stay by myside..~

~no 1 will tel me..dun "kao zai" anymore..~

~no 1 will tel me..becarefull when u dancing..~

~no 1 at there c my performance....~

~no 1 will be the point when im nervous at my performance..~

~no 1....no 1...no 1...~

~the last kiss...~

~the last hug..~

~the last breakfast...~

~the last tv show..~

~the last movie...~

~the last bowl of indoo mee..~

~the last tears...~

~the last motorcycle sounds..~

~the last love..~

~the last eye...~

~byebye...~

~byebye 2 u...~

~4ever n ever..~

Wednesday, December 3, 2008







~miracle..~

~i m waiting 4 u...~
~waiting 4 u..~
~i m waiting miracle comes..~
~waiting is hard..~
~but...i belive...~
~one day...~
~i will find a whole new world..~
~dat was juz belong me n xxx...~
~who is da xxx...?~
~i still dunno..~
~coz..i hav no idea of it..~
~who wanna b my 1 n only xxx...?~
~i hope the xxx is u...~
~mr xxx...when u will like me...?~
~mr xxx...im waiting the miracle from u..~
~coz only u can make the miracle happenss..~

Tuesday, December 2, 2008

~im scared 2 losing u..~
~i m scared 2 losing myself...~
~2 more dayz 2 go..~
~juz left 2 more dayz...~
~im hating of counting...~
~coz..counting the steps u go...~
~is was so cold..~
~do u c...?~
~do u c wat i've done...?~
~i used 2 knoe u so much..~
~but..not tiz time...~
~i think i knoe...~
~there is somethin there inside of me...~
~trying 2 take away my blood..~
~i m dizzy....~
~dizzy dat everything dat u hav done...~
~wat kind of man u r...?~
~i will figure it out...~
~figure it out my own...~


~bella n edward..dinner nite...~

~she's a good gal..i m a bad galzz..~

~my cousin...~
~she's a good gal...~
~i m the 1 is bad...~
~coz..i dun like 2 study...~
~i juz like 2 diy...~
~i dun like math...~
~i juz like 2 make up...~
~i dun like science..~
~i juz like2 dance..~
~i dun like sej..~
~i juz like 2 sing...~
~i dun like bm...~
~i juz like art...~
~i knoe....~
~i hav my own dream...~
~but..its dat reli wrong...?~
~i m not a gal..can sitting there juz read n read n rad the book...~
~i knoe...my futhure...will very hard 2 go..if i dont get flying colours at my spm..~
~but...did any 1 reli realise..dat wat 1 reli wan..?~
~i knoe...i m not a good gal as my cousin..~
~but..i got my own plan 4 my futhure..~
~i knoe i'll be very hard...wat i choose 2 be..~
~but...i got my own dream 2 go 4...~
~u all will suppurt me..when i m sucess...~
~when i m sucess..i m not a bad gal 4 u all anymore...~
~so..~
~i ill try mybest...~
~i hope..u all wll think i m a good gal 2..~


~hope 2 b a gud galzz..~

Sunday, November 30, 2008

~raining tearz..~

~crying...?~
~y...?~
~y the tears muz come out it self..~
~belive me..~
~i ady try my best 2 not contact u...~
~i...sucess..~
~but...i cant hold it mysedf 2 miss u...~
~those sweet memry dat i ever had...~
~those sad dayz dat i always cry 4...~
~now is gone...~
~totally gone...~
~what been i waiting 4...?~
~1..~
~2..~
~3..~
~miss u so much...~
~wheres my bubu...?~
~wheres my ling ling..?~
~wheres my heart....?~

~u haven came out...i cant c u with my eyes...~
~is totally invisible...~
~where hav u been..?~


~raining tears..~

~wat abt now...?~

~somethin inside of me keep burning up....~
~somethin outside of me keep coolong down...~
~wat is my mood...?~
~where is my sorrow....~
~i knoe i cant running frome the fact anymore...~
~it was juz a part of my life...~
~i knoes......~
~i knoes.....~
~sometimes....~
~drem never can come true...~
~there no more happy ending...~
~there no more any freaking fairy tales...!!~
~i hate it....~
~i hate it all...~
~take me go...when ur there...~
~i m starting 2 lose my breath...~
~i m lost....~
~in da world dats in my mine....~
~no 1 will knoes....~
~seriously....~

Saturday, November 29, 2008


romantic nite at prom..
the vampire guy is totally hot...
not juz bcoz off his face...
is included off his deepest love 2 her..
the gal is silly...
she's in love witha guy dat was dangerous..
seriously..
but..i cry...
bcoz of them..

Friday, November 28, 2008

~TWILIGHT~


~twilight photo..~

~Twilight is a young adult vampire-romance..~

Thursday, November 27, 2008

~twilight....~

~twilight...~

~when i juz going the cinema 4 looking around...~
~i stare at a poster dat hav a preety gal n a handsome guy...~
~TWILIGHT...??~
~i haven heard b4...~
~but....i juz hav time so...i go try n cc....~
~the preet gal...isabella..come from new york..~
~bcoz of her parents divorse force 2 living with her father...~
~cause...her mum was living with her bf....~
~so...she was moving 2 a wassington..with her dad...~
~the first day in da school when the she met the guy...~
~the guy stare at her...~
~n cant stand it anymore...~
~n out of the class...~
~his eye look so fierce....~
~his a vampire...~
~his sucking blood 2 live...~
~his hav a beautiful eyes...~
~handsome face....~
~every gal is in love with her...~
~but...~
he doesnt in love with any1....~
~but...when he c isabella...~
~his totally in love with her...~
~but..he scared...~
~he scared 1 day he cant controll hisself n suck her blood...~
~but.....~
~he love her more than he thought....~
~the gal also....~
~she love him more than she thought....~
~she doin everything 2 him...~
~she hope 2 became a vampire n with him 4ever...~
~vampire wont die...~
~i think ever1 knoes dat...~
~but...there was 1 thing is staring ather as a snack...~
~there was a another 2 vampire...~
~is snifffing the blood of isabella....~
~coz it was speacial...~
~tiz is was the story start...~
~the 2 vampire fanily was start 2 having a fight juz bcoz of a human...~
~every1....~
~seriously....~
~u will regret..if u didnt go n c....~
~u will cry....if ur a touched person...~
~u will scared..if ur afraid of vampire....~
~u will happy bcoz....the ending is nice....~
~tiz is a movie..full of complicated feel with it....~
~the movie will continue....~
~TWILIGHT is juz a 1st story....~
~u will like it n in love with it.....~
~vampire sad love story...?~
~i ever c dat in my life....~
~but...somethin is very mysterious...~
~when u look in thourght his eye...~
~u will feel somethin...~
~mayb..i m in love with the vampire 2....~
~i scared...but...i lovce it....~
~i enjoy the show....~
~every1...~
~MOVE....!!!!~

Monday, November 24, 2008

~i m worrry abt some1....seriously...~

~haizz....~
~y u wanna eat cereal n bread everyday...?~
~u make me wanna cry....~
~i m not pity u...~
~but my hearts hurts...~
~do u knoe dat...?~
~i m will bcome gila....~
~2day..i phone u...~
~i keep saying gila thingy....~
~do u knoe y...?~
~i m keep telling u my mood so badly...~
~u knoe y...?~
~haizz...~
~juz bcoz of u...~
~u idiot.....~
~i dunno how 2 say...~
~i scared dat..u feeling dat i m pity u...~
~but....SERIOUSLY....i m not.....~
~boy arr boy....~
~can u tel me y....?~
~y r u saving da money....?~
~worry....~
~i m felt so sowee...~
~abt my crazy attitude 2nite....~
~mr mosquito....~
~i m sowee...~




ps*plz....eat...rice....*
*plz......eat egg....*
*plz...............*
*dun b skinny bonnie....*
*any more...!!!!*

Thursday, November 20, 2008

~DULAN....BITCH...~

~evry1...~
~i come 4 my blog again...~
~bcoz of working...so i less write my blog ady...~
~now wanna update...~
~hmm....~
~no excuse.....~
~i m in a mode of ANGER....!!!~
~coz....im working at a shop...~
~is a big shop...~
~if u live at kl...~
~u sure knoe dat shop name....~
~T?dd? t??es....~
~yea....~
~ta shop is full of bitches...~
~asspeacially...~
~dat...supervisor....~
~dat women arr....~
~walau eh....~
~ppl...do somethin..n den cut da finger got blood...~
~n den i juz look at it..~
~she straight away shoot me...~
~say...wa.....~
~u so free 1...~
~nonit 2 serve customer...so many time 2 look at ur preety finger...~
~den another day....~
~she set the timetable 1...~
~den i work at 10am until 4pm 1....~
~but...suddenly she change da time n wan me go work at...4pm...~
~is no problem...~
~but...~
~she wan me do meeting at 9am....~
~i mean wat da hell..~
~n den meeting juz for half n hour...~
~den another 7 hours....~
~she wan me stay at the shopping mall walk around like a d2pid freak...~
~ARGHH......~
~i mean...~
~is ahe out of her mind....~
~y got ppl do such a sohai timetable...??~
~chibai....~
~hate those ppl....~
~if u c tiz blog.....~
~yea.....ur rite...!!!~
~i m talking abt u....~
~miss c???s?a.....~










*one more thing...*
*the shop is sucks man*
*piss off (te?d? ta?e?)....*

Friday, October 17, 2008

~hmmm....~

~2:59pm~
~rainy dayz~


~haizz...~
~not good not good at all...~
~i tot i wont cry....~
~i tot i wont feel the sadness...~
~hate of tat s2pid fucking feel...~
~raining....~
~outside was raining....~
~is tat the feel of me 2...?~
~feel so cold...~
~feel so nervous...~
~if promise isn't a promise anymore..wat will we called tat...?~
~hmm....~
~i duno tiz is how many times ady....~
~u always promise me 1 thingzz..~
~but the next dayzz..u will 4get it...~
~i always hope u will rmb...~
~i always hope...u try...~
~but..ur not even try...~
~ur juz...watever like tat...~
~yea...~
~i knoe...~
~i m s2pid....~
~but....when i m lettin go of mosquito...~
~still hav wat thing is most hurt of all...?~
~i duno.....~
~reli duno....~
~n i pick a guy....tat is damn so lousy 1...~
~i duno wat im doin..anymore...~
~m i crazy...?~
~yes.....~
~yes i am.....~

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

~cold...stop...stare....gone....~

~now is 12am....~
~outside is a heavy rain...~
~so cold...~
~suddenlly...i m feelin empty....~
~i m feel so cold...~
~my soul is gone...~
~stay with me...??~
~would u.....?~
~the ringtone of mine makes me think of u...~
~the photo of our juz became the memories of mine...~
~stay with me...ur the only 1 tat 1 scread 2 lose off....~
~i m a loser....i m a loser...~
~the little bright star is smiling with me...~
~my tears..is flowing....~
~my heart is bleedind....~
~the everything evrything..is was juz a photo....~
~coz....it was juz a memories....~

Monday, October 13, 2008

~IS NONE...~

~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~
~mosquito..~



NO!NO!NO!NO!NO!HIS NOT UR MOSQUITO..!!HIS ANOTHER GALZ WATEMELON!!






~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~
~watermelon..~






FISH...HE LOOK AT ME....WHEN HE TURN AROUND HE ALWAYS SEE MY SMILE..I WONT LET HIM KONE DAT I M CRYIN..HE SAY..DUN WAIT ME ANYMORE..I KNOE..WHEN THE 4TH TIMES HE AWAY...I ADY KNOE..IS THE END OF BOTH OF US..I DUNO WAT 2 DO...I ALSO DUNO WAT CAN I DO..I M HEAVENLY BROKEN...CRY...IS DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING 2 ME...I M JUZ BROKEN IN 2 PIECES..THE GALZZU LOVE...SHE PREETY..SHE NICE...SHE KNOE WAT U WAN..I M NOT..4 YEARS WAITIN WAS JUZ A DREAM...I M A BASTARD...IS NTH HURT 2 ME...I M....I M JUZ A JERK...~~~!!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

~i tot..when u look behind..u will think of me...~

~i tot...when u look behind..u will think of me...~
~u tel me tat when u bored of freedom..u promise i will be the 1st 1 tat u choose...~
~but...m i wrong...??~
~m i misunderstood somethin...~
~r u a lier...??~
~i dunno......~
~i start 2 thinkin..m i a fool 2 u....??~
~i m being a fool abt 4 years....~
~i tot u was the last time when we met...~
~y cant we juz start over again....?~
~y juz can u bak to the way u r....~
~i m happy ur lying...bcoz....u still care abt my feels so u lie 2 me...~
~i m sad...coz ur lie....coz...i tot i m the 1....~
~i tot i m the 1 tat u will choose...i m waitin.....~
~baby...i m away 4 u....~
~baby...i m waitin 4 u....~

Saturday, October 11, 2008

~i juz hope..u can bak 2 me...~


~"now..i give u the freedom tat u wan.."~

~"but...juz....wan u 2 knoe 1 thing..."~

~"when u get bored of ur single life.."~

~"i m will waitin u at the back of the door..."~

~"i juz hope..i m the 1st 1 u can rmb..."~

~"plz...dun leave me in the behind..."~



~"if i dun c ur face again..i dont mind"~

~"coz..i got more space..tat u dun knoe..."~

~"dun separate ur love 2 the others.."~

~"coz..i will hate u..."~

~"i waste my whole life juz 4 waitin 4 u..."~

~"plz...dun give me no...plz dun...."~

~"dun broke me in 2 pieces...."~




~"finish"~

Friday, September 26, 2008

~lousy trip...~

~still left 4 hours..~
~i nit 2 begin my trip 2 pangkok...~
~haizz..but..cant sleep at all..~
~haizz...~
~my cousin father suddenlly say dowan go ady..~
~my godness...~
~left me 1 teenagers...~
~n a whole of kids...~
~feel wanna cry...~
~my cousin is the only 1 which is neareast age with me...~
~those gina...~
~juz knoe how 2 play hide n seek...~
~or watever...~
~n after those kids cannot go anywhere..~
~still nit me 2 take care of it...~
~arghh...~
~hate it..!!~
~hate it..!!~

Thursday, September 25, 2008

~juz let it go...~


  • ~now is 2pm...~

  • ~i m waitin 4 ur msg...~

  • ~i keep lookin at my phone....~

  • ~i like a moran....~

  • ~haizz...~

  • ~rainin...~

  • ~outside is raining....~

  • ~my face is fallin 2 a very deep sorrow..~

  • ~i try 2 4get wat u said..~

  • ~but i knoe is hard...~

  • ~i try 2 b a good gal...~

  • ~will u knoe..?~

  • ~i m goin 2 trip..on tis raya holiday...~

  • ~i wanna go 2 the beach 2 relax myself...~

  • ~i wanna dumb our memories 2 the sea..~

  • ~let it drown 2 th sea...~

  • ~let the wind blow away...~

  • ~juz let it go...~

  • ~my tears keep fallin when im typing tiz...~

Sunday, September 21, 2008

~a story of a baby mosquito n baby fishy 2~

~when the wings bcome bigger...~
~mosquito was in love with the wind...~
~coz the wind will make it fly higher...~
~it startd 2 scared the water..~
~coz..water will make it die...~
~so...the fishy..wait n wait n wait.....~
~the mosquito almoz 4get abt the fishy...~
~fishy feel very sad...~
~but fishy cant cry...~
~coz fishy didnt hav any tears...~
~1 day...when is rainin...~
~the mosquito...cant fly anymore...~
~it fly down n lay on the grazz bside the river...~
~the fishy look at the the mosquito...~
~it cry...the fishy feel the tears comin out...~
~fishy....fishy....~
~the mosquito called...~
~coz it nit help frome the fishy...~
~coz its rainin...~
~if the fishy dun help the mosquito...~
~the mosquito qill die...~
~the fishy...think....~
~at the last....~
~the fishy die with its smile....~







~u knoe y....?~
~coz at the last...~
~the fishy....take all its gills out...~
~the gills with blood 2 cover the mosquito...~
~fishy scared the mosquito will die...~
~so..the fishy didnt say anythin...~
~juz tare it gilss 4 the mosquito...~
~fish gills juz like our skin...~
~if we didnt hav our skin we still can live...~
~but when a fishy went 2 the grazz with the ozygen..~
~the fish will die more faster...~
~the heart wont change..but fishy is tired...~
~fishy wan sleep 4ever...~
~coz..the fishy dowan another broken again...~



~i love u......~
~do u still rmb....?~
~tiz little fishy....?~

Saturday, September 20, 2008

~rainy dayzz...i think i begin 2 miss u...~


~still rmb tat when i was standard 6...~

~i m was happy galzz...~

~i duno wat u feel 2 me...~

~juz knoe u always staring at me...~

~at 1st of all...~

~i didnt tel u anything...~

~i tot i juz like u...~

~but u r not belive me...~

~u belive ur frenz watever he said....~

~i cry...1st time cry..juz bcoz of u...~

~tat...is the 1st time...u dumb me..i still rmb tat day..~

~2004/9/18....~

~haizzz.....dat day..u tel me tat...~

~ur not the galzz..i wan...~

~ur not the love i can in love with...~

~u finish our relationship witout any tears...~

~2005...i ady move 2 kl....~

~suddenlly..i rmb u....~

~i sms u..juz ask..how r u....~

~u reply..i m fine....~

~den..we start our relationship again...~

~but....i heard from ur fren....u nv tel any1 tat we 2gether...~

~u alwayz say tat we juz frenzz...~

~i dissapointed....so....i tel u i wan a broke up...~

~u agree....~

~2007/6/20....~

~i get a teddy bear from u....~

~i likr the bear very much...~

~when i look at the bear...~

~i will start 2 missing u...~

~haizz....~

~but....after tat.....~

~we hav an arguement...~

~a big arguement....~

~u wont ans my phone call either a sms...~

~from tat day i knoe..u hate me....~

~i juz feel so.....~

~after 1 year....~

~2008/5/7...~

~i start the conversation again....~

~mayb i m s2pid...~

~u tel me tat u in love with another galzz...~

~u muz take a choice...~

~den..i said...i will listen watever u say...~

~he choose tat galzz....~

~after a few months...~

~ur frenzter...i didnt c her pic anymore...~

~i think..may b u r sad....so i sms u again....~

~2008/9/8...~

~we 2gether again....~

~tat time i reli hope tat is 4ever....~

~but..is not...~

~kakakzz...~

~u promise me tat u nv let me cry...~

~u promise tat u wont ans my phone called...~

~u promise...u will wait me...~

~u say im yours....~

~u say...i reli love u...~

~u say....i juz love u...not her...she juz afren of mine...~

~but...when i c u n her conversation..~

~i cry..i tel u not 2 be so flirty with galzz..~

~u say..ok...~

~but..ur ok...is juz like nothin....~

~haizz...~

~after dat...i angry..we hav a arguement...~

~2008/9/19...~

~tis is the 4th time..n is the last time...~

~i wanna kick my ass out of ur life...!!!~

Friday, September 19, 2008

~tiz is the 4th times..U say good byezz...~

~u r not the 1...~
~tat i wan 2 choose...~
~freedom love....?~
~wats tat....?~
~i dun knoe...~
~i juz care abt u....~
~u flirt with other galzz...~
~is ok...say with them..i like u...~
~is ok....~
~but...u kiss her....??~
~i cant hold it anymore...~
~if is the feedom u wan...~
~is the freedom u get...~
~tis is the 4th time...u say goodbye..~
~i ady get use 2 it...~
~my tears..i ady get use 2 it..~
~will always flow juz bcoz of u...~
~i m a jerk...~
~i m a s2pid jerk....~
~ur the bird i m the wind....~
~i can let u fly higher n higher...~
~i also can let u drop on the grass...~
~when u fly higher..u will 4get....~
~who is the 1 let u fly higher...~
~who is the 1....let u happier...~
~u juz duno tat.....~

Thursday, September 18, 2008

~confusing...~

~ring ring ring....~
~the phone rings....~
~halo....the guy pick up the phone said...~
~err......the gal said....~
~hmmm...the guy said...~
~wat r u doin..??still study ur homework..??the gal said..~
~yea..i m bz..coz 2moro is the day...juz math n me...the guy said..~
~err...so u very bz...??can i ask u somethin...??the gal said..~
~yea..i m bz...wat u wanna ask..??the guy said..~
~erm..ermm..erm....do u..err....miss me...?the gal said...~
~yea...but i m bz...the guy said...~
~one more question...plz....the gal said..~
~yea..okok...the guy said...~
~if got ppl ask u..u hav gf anot...wat will u say 2 them...the gal said..~
~err...duno...err...mayb...haizz...duno larzz...i m bz...i gonna study...the guy said...~
~ok...byezz...the gal said...~
~after she close the phone..she cry...~
~y everythin is damn so hard 1..?the gal said..~
~is juz a sentences tat can make me feel better..the gal said..~
~she act nothin 2 the guy tat she love...~
~still ask him 2 gabanteh on his exam...~
~coz..the guy didnt rmb wat he say...~
~bleeding...heart ..~