Saturday, December 20, 2008

~the last waiting...~

~waiting mode..~
~waiting mode..~
~waiting mode..~
~i tot...i m juz hiding...~
~hiding away the feels abt u...~
~try 2 force myself 2 4get abt u....~
~"du du..du du..du du..."~
~no 1 accepts the phone call....~
~i knoe....~
~i ady knoe.....~
~who i love.....~
~not either juz a word....~
~the 1st 1 i think is juz u...~
~crazy....~
~kakakzzz....~
~happy...?~
~no...i m a coolish gal dat hurts very deeply....~
~ur a sunny guyz dat smile very brightly...~
~how could it be...?~
~u can say..i dun mind he kissed u b4....~
~i dun mind he hug u b4....~
~i dun mind he touched ur face b4....~
~i dun mind....~
~i dun mind ur tears is 4 him not 4 me....~
~sunny guy....~
~i m turely sorry....~
~those dayz..i haven reli knoe wat my reli feelings abt u....~
~but...now...i ady knoes.....~
~ur a sunny guyz dat nv drinks beer...~
~but...u sad..u cry...u drunk.....~
~juz bcoz of me....~
~i hate myself....~
~i hate myslef been so selfish 4 u..~
~i juz dunno how describe....~
~dat feelings was so hurt...~
~but..i angry....~
~i angry u drink beer...~
~i angry u goin out with frenz until very late...~
~i m drinking vinegar coz u close with ur gall frenzz...~
~i think.....now..i realise something....~
~do u knoe wat i mean..buggy....?~
~i love u....~
~seriously in love with ur sunny smile....~
~seriously in love dat ur bigbig heart of urs....~
~i m a horrible gal..but......u tel me....~
~u dun mind u like horrible gal....~
~im sowee....~
~mayb..i will let u hurt....~
~but......i think.....i reli fall 4 u....~
"do u belive...?i m smiling..reli....trought the heart..."
~buggy...thx 4 avthing....~

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