today didnt go to studio...

coz our taecher tonight have a show need to perform...

haizz....boring...

nothin to do at home...

juz do some revision n write some essay..

hmm...

my skool trial exam is coming...

strat to feel nervous ady...haizz...

today...feel kinda moody...

because have an arguement with xxx...

i think is not srguement also...

juz...he telling the truth..

the truth dat i cant even accept..

haiz....y is tis happening again...?

i dunno y....keep facing da same problem again..

haizz.....god...!!r u enough ady...?

i m facing family problems...

is starting to let me getting tired...

watever i wanna do...

will always not be acceptable....

y...?

i juz need some1 dats knoe me more...

cares abt me more...

arghh....!!!!speecless abt everything dat happens to me...

wat should i wish 4..?

i wish 4 a family dat cares n know abt me...

i wish dat...u might be....there 4 me...

coz..i m goin to fall....anytime...any moment...

其实我到底还在等待些什么..?

你的回应吗...?

明知道是不可能改变的事实..

为什么我还是要抱着那渺小的希望呢..?

是我笨...是我蠢..永远看不清..

醒醒吧...蔡丝伊....~