~lousy trip...~

~still left 4 hours..~

~i nit 2 begin my trip 2 pangkok...~

~haizz..but..cant sleep at all..~

~haizz...~

~my cousin father suddenlly say dowan go ady..~

~my godness...~

~left me 1 teenagers...~

~n a whole of kids...~

~feel wanna cry...~

~my cousin is the only 1 which is neareast age with me...~

~those gina...~

~juz knoe how 2 play hide n seek...~

~or watever...~

~n after those kids cannot go anywhere..~

~still nit me 2 take care of it...~

~arghh...~

~hate it..!!~

~hate it..!!~

~juz let it go...~

• 
  
• ~now is 2pm...~
• 
  
• ~i m waitin 4 ur msg...~
• 
  
• ~i keep lookin at my phone....~
• 
  
• ~i like a moran....~
• 
  
• ~haizz...~
• 
  
• ~rainin...~
• 
  
• ~outside is raining....~
• 
  
• ~my face is fallin 2 a very deep sorrow..~
• 
  
• ~i try 2 4get wat u said..~
• 
  
• ~but i knoe is hard...~
• 
  
• ~i try 2 b a good gal...~
• 
  
• ~will u knoe..?~
• 
  
• ~i m goin 2 trip..on tis raya holiday...~
• 
  
• ~i wanna go 2 the beach 2 relax myself...~
• 
  
• ~i wanna dumb our memories 2 the sea..~
• 
  
• ~let it drown 2 th sea...~
• 
  
• ~let the wind blow away...~
• 
  
• ~juz let it go...~
  

• 
  
• ~my tears keep fallin when im typing tiz...~

~a story of a baby mosquito n baby fishy 2~

~when the wings bcome bigger...~

~mosquito was in love with the wind...~

~coz the wind will make it fly higher...~

~it startd 2 scared the water..~

~coz..water will make it die...~

~so...the fishy..wait n wait n wait.....~

~the mosquito almoz 4get abt the fishy...~

~fishy feel very sad...~

~but fishy cant cry...~

~coz fishy didnt hav any tears...~

~1 day...when is rainin...~

~the mosquito...cant fly anymore...~

~it fly down n lay on the grazz bside the river...~

~the fishy look at the the mosquito...~

~it cry...the fishy feel the tears comin out...~

~fishy....fishy....~

~the mosquito called...~

~coz it nit help frome the fishy...~

~coz its rainin...~

~if the fishy dun help the mosquito...~

~the mosquito qill die...~

~the fishy...think....~

~at the last....~

~the fishy die with its smile....~

~u knoe y....?~

~coz at the last...~

~the fishy....take all its gills out...~

~the gills with blood 2 cover the mosquito...~

~fishy scared the mosquito will die...~

~so..the fishy didnt say anythin...~

~juz tare it gilss 4 the mosquito...~

~fish gills juz like our skin...~

~if we didnt hav our skin we still can live...~

~but when a fishy went 2 the grazz with the ozygen..~

~the fish will die more faster...~

~the heart wont change..but fishy is tired...~

~fishy wan sleep 4ever...~

~coz..the fishy dowan another broken again...~

~i love u......~
~do u still rmb....?~
~tiz little fishy....?~

~rainy dayzz...i think i begin 2 miss u...~

~still rmb tat when i was standard 6...~

~i m was happy galzz...~

~i duno wat u feel 2 me...~

~juz knoe u always staring at me...~

~at 1st of all...~

~i didnt tel u anything...~

~i tot i juz like u...~

~but u r not belive me...~

~u belive ur frenz watever he said....~

~i cry...1st time cry..juz bcoz of u...~

~tat...is the 1st time...u dumb me..i still rmb tat day..~

~2004/9/18....~

~haizzz.....dat day..u tel me tat...~

~ur not the galzz..i wan...~

~ur not the love i can in love with...~

~u finish our relationship witout any tears...~

~2005...i ady move 2 kl....~

~suddenlly..i rmb u....~

~i sms u..juz ask..how r u....~

~u reply..i m fine....~

~den..we start our relationship again...~

~but....i heard from ur fren....u nv tel any1 tat we 2gether...~

~u alwayz say tat we juz frenzz...~

~i dissapointed....so....i tel u i wan a broke up...~

~u agree....~

~2007/6/20....~

~i get a teddy bear from u....~

~i likr the bear very much...~

~when i look at the bear...~

~i will start 2 missing u...~

~haizz....~

~but....after tat.....~

~we hav an arguement...~

~a big arguement....~

~u wont ans my phone call either a sms...~

~from tat day i knoe..u hate me....~

~i juz feel so.....~

~after 1 year....~

~2008/5/7...~

~i start the conversation again....~

~mayb i m s2pid...~

~u tel me tat u in love with another galzz...~

~u muz take a choice...~

~den..i said...i will listen watever u say...~

~he choose tat galzz....~

~after a few months...~

~ur frenzter...i didnt c her pic anymore...~

~i think..may b u r sad....so i sms u again....~

~2008/9/8...~

~we 2gether again....~

~tat time i reli hope tat is 4ever....~

~but..is not...~

~kakakzz...~

~u promise me tat u nv let me cry...~

~u promise tat u wont ans my phone called...~

~u promise...u will wait me...~

~u say im yours....~

~u say...i reli love u...~

~u say....i juz love u...not her...she juz afren of mine...~

~but...when i c u n her conversation..~

~i cry..i tel u not 2 be so flirty with galzz..~

~u say..ok...~

~but..ur ok...is juz like nothin....~

~haizz...~

~after dat...i angry..we hav a arguement...~

~2008/9/19...~

~tis is the 4th time..n is the last time...~

~i wanna kick my ass out of ur life...!!!~

~tiz is the 4th times..U say good byezz...~

~u r not the 1...~

~tat i wan 2 choose...~

~freedom love....?~

~wats tat....?~

~i dun knoe...~

~i juz care abt u....~

~u flirt with other galzz...~

~is ok...say with them..i like u...~

~is ok....~

~but...u kiss her....??~

~i cant hold it anymore...~

~if is the feedom u wan...~

~is the freedom u get...~

~tis is the 4th time...u say goodbye..~

~i ady get use 2 it...~

~my tears..i ady get use 2 it..~

~will always flow juz bcoz of u...~

~i m a jerk...~

~i m a s2pid jerk....~

~ur the bird i m the wind....~

~i can let u fly higher n higher...~

~i also can let u drop on the grass...~

~when u fly higher..u will 4get....~

~who is the 1 let u fly higher...~

~who is the 1....let u happier...~

~u juz duno tat.....~

~confusing...~

~ring ring ring....~

~the phone rings....~

~halo....the guy pick up the phone said...~

~err......the gal said....~

~hmmm...the guy said...~

~wat r u doin..??still study ur homework..??the gal said..~

~yea..i m bz..coz 2moro is the day...juz math n me...the guy said..~

~err...so u very bz...??can i ask u somethin...??the gal said..~

~yea..i m bz...wat u wanna ask..??the guy said..~

~erm..ermm..erm....do u..err....miss me...?the gal said...~

~yea...but i m bz...the guy said...~

~one more question...plz....the gal said..~

~yea..okok...the guy said...~

~if got ppl ask u..u hav gf anot...wat will u say 2 them...the gal said..~

~err...duno...err...mayb...haizz...duno larzz...i m bz...i gonna study...the guy said...~

~ok...byezz...the gal said...~

~after she close the phone..she cry...~

~y everythin is damn so hard 1..?the gal said..~

~is juz a sentences tat can make me feel better..the gal said..~

~she act nothin 2 the guy tat she love...~

~still ask him 2 gabanteh on his exam...~

~coz..the guy didnt rmb wat he say...~

~bleeding...heart ..~

~a story of a baby mosquito n baby fishy~

~1 day..a baby mosquito..wan 2 drink some water...~

~so he fly to the river 4 drink some water...~

~suddelly..the water will move..~

~he think 4 a while...~

~wat is tat...he say~

~n 1 little head..come out frome the water..~

~hi..i m a littlebaby fish...~

~who r u...?~

~y u so small..??~

~y u got wings..??~

~n the mosquito ask bak..~

~hey fish..y u idnt hav wings...??~

~y u didnt hav leg..??~

~y u hav gills..??~

~hmm...den the 2 little mosquito n fishy knoe each other..~

~they bcome a best frenzz...~

~but they only can c each other 4 a while..~

~coz fish cant breath without water...~

~n mosquito cant fly when his wings touch the water..~

~so...times will fly when thier enjoy..~

~they ady big big...~

~but...the mosquito n fishy is in love 4 each other...~

~but..cant....~

~they not ment 2 be 2gether...~

~1 is fly 1 is swim...~

~now they all hav their own family...~

~they all hav their own story...~

~they all hav change...~

~but...1 thing wont change is their heart...~

~their love will continue...~

~when the times come...~

~they will met agian..~