Time traveler's wife

It was 20 years old when I met Henry. I felt so happy and I told him that actually met him when I was 6. Unfortunately he doesn't remember but he agrees to go out for dinner. I told him that he has the time travel disorder. He could travel back to time and to the future. I also told him that he couldn't bring anything with him when he travels.

On the Christmas, I brought him to meet my family. Shortly after, he proposed to me. Both of our family agreed. We were happy then. But because of a small apartment, I was unable to properly pursue my work as an artist. By travelling, Henry won $8 million lottery. He used that money to buy a house with a large studio for me.

Till then, I wished to have a baby because even after Henry's gone, there'll still be a part of Henry with me. But Henry decided to get a vasectomy because the travelling condition has heredity. We argued. So I met the younger version of him that enables me to get pregnant again.

One day, I found Henry on the living room floor, back from his travels and with severe hypothermia. At the hospital, his feet have to be amputated above the ankle. We both know that not being able to run now puts him in severe danger on his time travels.

At the new year party after his 43rd birthday, he traveled to one of my past and he got shot by my brother, Mark during his hunting. I was terrified. That moment on, I knew that I've lost him.

Years and years later, I've been waiting for him at my own house when I first met him. I put every clothing he needs so whenever he travels here, he has something to wear on. Finally, he travelled here. My daughter, Alba saw him and she called me immediately. I ran as fast as I can to reach for him. Hoping to see him again. Finally, I ran into him arms. We hugged and kissed each other tightly. I missed him so much. But just awhile, he was gone. Alba came to me and hugged me and we walked away. One second he was here and the next second he was gone.

Time traveller’s wife
The Time Traveller's Wife" is a modern day fable of love in the face of a genetic anomaly that keeps tossing a guy named Henry, naked and quivering, in and out of his better half's life at the most unpredictable and inconvenient of times.
This happens first when young Clare is 6 and alone in a meadow and a 36-year-old naked stranger calls to her from behind the bushes. He asks for her blanket and wants to say "Hi."
One day when henry was back in travel when he was 27. In Chicago, however, he is not able to control the moment or the destiny of his voyages. When the stranger Clare meets him in the library, she invites him to have dinner with her in his favourite restaurant Beau Thai where she confesses that she has been in love with him since she was six years old. Henry leans that he had visited her many times in the real state of her parents and he falls in love with her. Sooner they get married, but the life of Clare becomes troubled with the successive unexpected travels of her beloved husband.
This book has been talking about how a woman using the rest of her life for waiting a person that she loved that travel around and don’t even know when his coming back. She raised their baby on her own. She’s being so Strong and just to be in love with someone that’s not existing for half of her life time.

As this was the first book by the author, I was not expecting much but after reading it I was completely stunned. The book is written magnificently by the author. There are hardly any glitch either from the point of writing or story. You might expect few errors from a literary person while writing sci-fiction. But I hardly found them (except time travel gene).

Another good point of a book which I found interesting is that the author keeps rotating narration from Clare to Henry in the whole book. And she kept the track of time-line in a perfect manner.

From a romance novel point of view also, it has all the flavor. She has shown the ups and downs in the married life and the love of Clare for Henry and vice-versa.

If you are an avid reader and fond of books, you can't miss this one.

MM lesson

This lesson is about setting up a Personal Blog.Well...It's been so long i never post anything on my blog.Cause blogging is so tired.Have to update my stuff like everyday.Nahh..It's really not my thing for now i guess.Have been rushing for assignments recently.Design is really not that easy as i thought,Keep on drawing is gonna drive me crazy like seriously.Too much work to do.To less time to rest.Ihope i really could get some rest after Finals.

Create my own blog

Create my own blog for MM studies.

时间_归去

人也走了

想......

回到过去


人已不在

心也变了

不存在的

事与物....

手上拿着巧可力

发现原来是你最爱的

我不懂

不是没放下

而是回亿在旋转

该走的都已走了



写到这里.....
眼泪从我的手心滑过掉落在键盘上...
不是难过而是心酸....
不适合的两个人...
在不适合的时间喜欢了对方....
还记得那个车站...
还记得那个拥抱...
还记得那滴眼泪...


不舍得放开的双手....
还紧紧地握着...
慢慢狠下心的....
松开了...




然后我们默默转身的往自己的未来飞去......

"Busy month...."

its like always the same thing when i gonna start to blog...

then i would say....long time didn't update dy larh....!

DENG....!!!!sorry larh....not a famous person and don't think any1 will really like to update my stuff everyday...so i will just blog like once a while....like a blue moon...so whatever larh...just talk crap only....btw.....FEB to me was like....!!!bz bz bz bz shit...!!!cause i start to work dy and the work is like kinda wack larh somehow....didn't get really that high salary but...eh hemmm..nvm....don't wanna talk too much abt my work cause damn annoying me when i start thinking abt it...so...competition keep going on like non stop 2 weeks train like shit...the 1st competition is at times square is organize by YMM...is a street dance competition...but einzeln lady didn't do our really best...cause member time crashing....some have to go back early and some have to come late...and the late 1 will be me larh..cause i'll will be always crashing my working time with my training time..so ya....apologize to my group member...but its still a not bad experience tho...cause we will get back where the way we are...cause einzeln lady are just too awesome...i know larh.....everyone have their own issue and problem but sometimes i hope our group could get more stick together like not that stick i mean try to understand each other and try to work out what is the best for our group....cause if we didn't start to communicate and just keep it in our heart...what for...?and members will just start and back stab and politics will come out all like shit....so...just hoping mind set will grow and we should just try to cooperate each other..cause we're a team not a single solo woman or something....team work and trust are really important..so i hope we gonna improve through all this and become a better team as well....btw.....feb 27 is the damn korean cover contest....quite fun lar but the organizer kinda suck larh sorry no offence...cause they keep changing places and date and make us go freaking crazy like wth....every1 is just confuse...and some of the team still quiting the contest....but...somehow..i think all is just not about money...is experience...just think we need to get more experience to go to the more higher level for us...don't know what you guys think abt...but i seriously do very enjoy this competition much...met alots off my fren....its like don't know how many year didn't saw them dy...progression...ahahaa...they still kinda attracting when they on the stage...they have the style i guess.......not very well in dancing but.....entertaining damn good..holy crap all the girls are just crazy for them like shits...!!!ahaha...!!!is a compliment okays...?!!?progression fans...don't mind me kays...??i'm just jealous....ahahaa...!but nvm larh....atleast we still rox the stage...!!EINZLEN LADY.....!!!!SCREAMMMMMM....!!!ahahaa....!!!we always do enjoy when the ordians scream for us...btw...most important....for so long i get a compliment from you...!we know each other like 3 years dy and i get this compliment after 3 years..!!izzit too late huh!!!!!!ahahaa...!!!!u know i'm talking abt YOU...!!!!ahahaha..!u know right...?but nvm larh...i still very love you as a fren....and by the times go by....i have resign the damn job larh...so i will be damn freaking free starting tomorrow...DATE me larh people...!!!!i'm damn single lor okay...!!!!ahahaa...!!!!but mostly i damn picky...!i know right...!ahahah...!i was wondering who will be my next bf anyway....since i don't have any now...and sorry for a dude that keep waiting me and fetch me here and there.....i'm like taking you for granted....!ain't i....??but...i'll stop as soon as well...i hope u could just get over me and you will meet a better girl and i swear..cause i'll pray for you first before i pray for myself to getting a new bf...feel damn bad to see you emo for nothing....but u keep telling me that your feeling better...i just know u don't want get me to worried......i hope we could just stay cool as a fren...don't wanna to lose any fren in my life...every1 is just special in my life..but so so sorry ur not the 1 i'm looking for.....reject is the best way for both off us......what a holiday for me....like been through alots off thing...still kinda blank right now...and i really need to start for my p licence test dy....good luck everyone...may ur day become more precious as ur usual day do....cause every is a precious babe....... you guys....stay peace and stay cool tooo.......hugs and...CIAO'S.....! <3

时间

时间...

时间.....

时间........

才发现我浪费了很多时间...

才发现我想做的事情太多....

yesss..i really have alots off thing i feel like want to do..most off all i don't have time...thin back slowy...where all my time...???what i've been doing all off this time..???sigh....actually....i really really really wanna get my damn licence like seriously..!!!!keep on study for the undang and learning how to drive....but...where's my time...suddenlly have to work...suddenlly have to do this and that...CRASH MAN...!!!CRASH...!!!urgh...i hate when everything come suddenlly...cause....i don't have time for it....sigh....everybody keep on asking me why...but i m tireed of explan again again and again...seriously i don't have the mood larh....i wanted to have a vocal training like seriously..!!!i wait for so long and finally u found me and discuss with it..!!!by that time i have interview a new job...!!!argh..!!see..!!u know what i m saying..?!!!!on the spot..!!!on the same day...!!!!its like damn wtf...!!!!urghhhhh..!!!now i ahve to get my licence..!!!my vocal training..!!!and work...!!!pls larh.....can i just give up working and go for the vocal training instead...!!!!!cause i love it so muchh...!!!!but....other wise i still need money..!!!arghh...!!!!i hate it when ut comes along...!!!!!F...!!!!!how can i seperate the time..??or mayb i should seperate myself in to half so i can make it everything...!sigh......i really damn regret dahhhhh.......FAINT.....almost faint.....ok larh..i know i keep on bubbling on stupid stufff..!!but damn..!!!i know i can do it...!!!!!pls...!!!!just gime me some time and gime me strength plssss...i need it alot...cause....everything is so crazily unstoppable...tell me abt it....don't care whether its going to failed or what...!!!!i m going to take the stupid undang already...!!!!wish me luck..!!cause i have study for it all the time.....for this new job that i just interview...cause i don't feel like staying at home everyday....feel like doing something not just staying at home crap all the time....there....interview a job that i don't really like too...receptionist...!all the account thingy..!!hahaha...!!i know..!!!unbelieveable...!mwah hahaha..!!!seriously..!!i hate to count..!!and most off all i don't like to use my brain to count everything...cause will be damn 7 tiring larh...!ahahahaha...!but...nvm larh.....the salary still not bad.....hope the stylish won't ask me to do more than reception job...don't wanna touch those saloon thingy.....scared off it..!!!phobia off washing hair everyday..!!and hand start cracking..!!!!YUCKSSSS..!!!if u start to ask me to alots off thin...den i'll start to say byebye...ahahaha...!!ok larh....thats all...now..i m gonna start my driving classes before i start the work...but...nvm larh....when working i still have to take some off day to get the licence..!!cause i have to get my licence before april..!!!before i start my collage...!!!!wish me luck in everything..!!!i mean....everything.....feel so release after bubble all the shit out...!!!not a bad day for today..feeling warm and cacat...!ahahaha...hope everyday is just gonna be like this....cause u know why...???i犯贱lorh.....!nights peeps...end with alots off hugging...!!!

ps:i m still miss u....ya i do.....:)

"PHEWWWW....:)"

its kinda late right now..and i always do feel like blogging in this kind of time...

alright....its kinda lifeless week for me...don't know why...

feel like losing myself and is like...always be so freaking blank in my mind....

keep on thinking...how to be a better person....how to get rid off my sucks negative minded thoughts...!!!it will be that difficult...??sigh....is not like my family doesn't treat me well or something....is like i m losing myself....i losing my way....i losing my confident..everything is outta control...even my mind tell me to chill out and cool down....actually my life is full of interesting stuff like frens.....flirt buddies......and i don't have any curfew...i always can go out anytime any where i want.....sigh.....but....y i still feel lonely...???am i really happy...??or i m just acting like i m very happy....laugh and saying sorry....??am i just acting to be strong and its too much and i feeling like falling down right now...??and slapping myself and tell myself (hey..!!!you this stupid bitch...!!!!what the hell are you doing...?!!)can any1 tell me why i m feeling so lost....???is so damn freaking hard to get rid this lost feeling...urghhh...is driving me crazy...and i feel like shouting.....crying....is my stupid period making me not functioning well..???or my emotions are just like to goes up and down like that...???m i in a changing position...??my thinking start changing....my feeling start changing...am i too young to facing this kind of problem...??i m only 18 weih.....i m only 18....!i have great family and frens...and im still here complaining abt all the shits i have...??!DENG.....!!!!is really damn mahai....!!!!!why should i make my life so miserable..?why should i feel stress abt it...??i don't like myself that much...cause i don't even know what i m doing right now....i m not emo abt love....is just...the feeling of lonely-ness keep on bugging me....i just don't wanna find a guy and start to flirt with him and all those stupid stuff...it really doesn't make my life better any way....just rmb someone ask me 1 question...(are trying to hiding urself...??i just don't understand why you could be so friendly to every1...even tho they are just strangers...??y are u acting like this....??)this question been bugging me 3 MONTHS...!!HOLY SHITS....!!!i do really wanna change to some1 like cold..but its so hard....i am that kind of person like to hang out with frens...and what wrong with being friendly...??this is really me....its just me....somehow i thought this person know me well...and he does disappointed me.....because u don't know me well so u just judge by everything i did...and u just have to judge my personality like that...?let me ask u something....what are you doing when u feel sad or upset...??won't u feel like talk to somebody....??or feel like someboddy to care abt u...?don't tell ur not...when she's cold it doesn't mean that she really do......i m just showing myself...and i m clear abt my own personality.....i don't know u..i really don't...cause i think....your the 1 that keeping urself....so...stop calling me bitch anymore...u dick....i smile cause there part of u i still respect for....that why i m still there.....just wanna be strong....and do my things....sorry to show up to ur life...cause i m a BITCH....!!!and sorry for let you gossip abt my BITCH-NESSS......i m so sorry for just being me.......i m very sorry abt it.....:)

move on c:

:::MOVE ON:::

2 months had just fly away like this....

not even a blink for my eye....stupid blog.....i have left out you for so damn long...

sorry weih......always not in da mood to type something.....

arghhhh..have been so fucking lifeless after the breakup....

is always like that...lock myself in the room with alots of junk food....

FUCK.......look in da mirror i just look terrible horrible...!!!!

just don't realize when the time passs....

the pain will flow it away with the time tooo....

horrible feelings are over.......feel release abt it.....

its like GOSHHH....FINALLY......IS OVERRRR.....

but thx to all my fellow cousin, bro's and bestiess....!!!!

i m glad that i m having u all when i m down.....ur all are the most precious humans that i met in my whole life.........still rmb when the nights come i can't stop missing him like shit...!!!

cried cried cried.....over over and over again......some feelings that i would never know....

sometimes when i m really terribly sad i feel like post those stupid stuff abt him.....

a man that changes my everything....

my future.....and....now....all its just a piece of shit....!!!!

NO MORE FUCKINGGGGG PROMISEEEE...!!!!

ishhhhh.....because of ur 1 promises.......i make up all the things for u...

yeaaaa.......bull shit larh....

this is what u pay when a girl give up everything for u...

but this kinda off shit will just happen this fucking onceee..!!!

there's no more sohai yeezie gonna repeat the samething no moreeee...

but....thx to youuu...i learn the biggest lesson for my life....

i learn to be more independent....i learn to love someone with my selffish side....

thats what u want from me..????thats what u want me to become..??

just c.....u'll just c........i'll be the shit for u too c.....

i'll never forget when u said those sentences just infront of my face.....

DO FUCK OFF FROM MY LIFE.....

yeaaaa..

thats the fucking things u said......

1 day.....i'll throw my fucking money on ur face and said...i m happy to fuck off from ur life....

cause fuck off from ur life i get this money to throw on ur fucking faceeee.....

yeaaaaa.......shittttt.....to geram dy....paiseh paiseh.....

arghhhhh....but....luckily.....

i met someone that understand me well...

his like a fren...his like a brother....his like a loverrr.....

hmmmm.....great feelings...??yeaaa..it doesss..nvm larh....

i wanna stop thing that goes more complicated....:)

:::MELACCA TRIP <3:::

melacca trip is damn freaking awesome...!!!!

really awesome shitssss..!!!!

the 1st day my fren bring me go eat the satay celup...??

if i didnt mistaken the name larh...wah law.....really damn freaking nice lorh.....

i never ever eat this kind off thing at kl b4...

FRESSSSSH weihhhhh....AHAHAHAHA..!!!!

then the 2nd day we went to ikan bakar with my fren family.....

before u reach the place u will c river...

damn ada feel kan..?ahahahaha....tho the river is not that "clean" larh...

as u know.....m'sia river all very "clean" 1 marh...!!

AHAHAHAH......!!!!

shit....insulting......

den the third day i went to ARENA.....

argghhh...the club that held at melacca...

awesome live band weihhhh....

never saw life band in club b4....cause kl doesn't have.....

really FRESHHHH also larh......

still a damn lovely trip for me....

met alots of new frens......

they all really crap king crap queen 99....!!!

can't laugh non stop when crap with them....really 99...!!!!

hahahahahaa.....but....time fly when we enjoy......

my fren gonna fly back to singapore to continue his work....

hmmmm...hope everything are just going to be fine at singapore....

just go for ur dream....!!!!FLY AWAY......

hope to saw u in tv in da future......ahahahaha....

thats all for todayy....

oppps...forget....i have add some fresh music for my blog...if not.....

my blog will be damn dead larh.....

and i will keep on update my blog...if i have something to said larh...

cause everyday repeat the same thing sounds kinda tiring for me....ahahahaa...

good night for the vampire

and good morning for the human...

and....i m da half vampire half human.....<3

okaysssss..!!!!here it goesssss...!!!!!
the same sentences that i will be repeat mostly in my damn blog...!!!
how long i didnt post any thing about my life again...!
arghhhh...becasue of my lazy-nesssss...
so i seldom post something in my dear blog.....
hahahahaaa...willl be have more improvement next timeee...
somemore with broken style english typing......
it will be a little little annoying ....HAHA..!!!
ppl....dont complain eihhhh...:D


okok...back to my topiccccc.....
HOLIDAYSSSS...!!!the fifth week of july is finally comeee..!!!!
have alots alots of plan..!!!MOVIEEEE..!!!CONCERT...!!GENTING..!!!
argghhhh..!!!is damn awesomeeee..!!!
but...is quite random also....
cause i tot wasnt get to go genting to c da myfm concert....
but luckily...still get to go......:)
with my 2 carzzzieeee cousins and her fren...!!!!
and is like damn hyper and damn fun lahhhh...!!!!
ahahahaa..!!cause its beeen 1 year i didnt visit genting dy weihhhh...
is still cold as usual...!!!!and somemore rainingggg...!!!
u can imagine i keep hugging myself and my leg is keep on shaking like nobody else doesss..!!!!
ahahahahaaa..!!
the point is...!!!!!we r damn lucky we still could get in to da live concert cause we dont have da specail tickett...!!!!argghhh..!!the concert is amazingggg..!!!the singer r amazingggg..!!!!!like shhhiitttt...!!!!!! 叮当and 张芸京is damn freaking awesomeee luhhhhhh....!!!!!
i always cry when i hear both of them singgggg..!!!!
is really freaking touched luhhhh...!!!!my 1st whole life listen my fav singer at liveeee...!!!!
SHHHIIIITTTT..!!!!!UNDESCRIBEABLE FEEEEELINGGGSSS...!!!!
hahahaaaa..!!!!my most hyper holiday with my cousin and fren...!!!!!


AUG 1ST MY BABE STACY BUFFDAY...!!!!HAPPY BUGGDAY TO U YA..!!!
BTW.....NOW U ARE DAMN HOT AND SLIM DY LAH,....!!!
FASTER GO GRAB SOME LENGCAI BALIK LAHHH...!!!
aiyksssss...missing da damn time at high scool....!!!
langsung tak ada stresssss..my whole gang is like damn free everytimeee...
walk here walk thereeee..like nothing to do luhhh...ahahahaa..!!!
feaking syiokkkk...!!!ayiksssss....feeling kinda different now while compare da time at high school...
have alot of responsible for my work....
have to think alot....do alot...practice alot to reach my destiny....
gogogo...!!!fight for my dreams that i want it so damn badly....!!!
ahahahahaaa..!!!!i knew i can do itttt...!!!!!!
dreams dreamssss....
i m glad i could fight to my destiny with a beloved man that always stand by my side no matter what....i m glad to have u in my life....i m that is u.....beacuse ur da only 1 could make me change that much.....thx for sharing ur love and life experience with me...
u give me courage...u give me strength....thx my man.....love u so so much....:)

男孩本不想變壞

其實每個男孩,本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠.只是,沒有女孩愛這樣的男還...



10歲以前,他什麼都不懂,就不說了.



13歲的時候,開始對女孩有好感,但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的,並且以討厭女孩自居,生怕被同伴嘲笑.

14歲的時候,聽到大人說某某男人好花,把女朋友甩了,女孩自殺了.

他覺得這人真狠毒,自己將來一定要做個癡情的男人,一定要一生只

愛一個人.

15歲的時候,他喜歡上了一個女孩,但是他不敢和她說.仍然和往常

一樣,髒兮兮的,在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球.只在女孩走出校門的時候

,躲在二樓的窗戶上看他的背影,他覺得他一定是個天使.

16歲的時候,有個女孩喜歡上了他,但是他覺得看別的女孩都是對她

不忠.

男孩曾說過不花心

17歲的時候,看了一個MTV,感動得想哭,他想,如果自己的女孩失去

了雙眼,他一定會像男主角一樣毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她,讓她

能看到光明.

18歲的時候,畢業了,終於和自己暗戀的女孩分別,覺得自己離她越

來越遠,心像被掏空了一樣.還在想自己一定不會忘記她,等到自己

成功以後一定要去找她.

20歲的時候聽到有人說黃色笑話,覺得者人真可恥.

21歲的時候,她的回信中告訴他,自己有了男朋友.他偷偷的哭了一

個晚上.

22歲的時候,他向一個女孩表白,女孩說:"你是個好人,可是我還小."

他想,我的確是個好人.他說:"沒關係,我可以等你."心想,我不會像

那些花心的人一樣,3年5年我也能等.

23歲的時候,說自己還小的女孩和一個帥哥戀愛了.他很納悶,

長大原來可以這麼快.

24歲的時候,又像一個女孩表白,女孩接受了他.他開始很幸福的為

未來拼搏,他想,一時的開心只是暫時的,只有努力拼搏,他和她才能

有快樂的未來,但是,半年以後,女孩和他分手了.只因為另外一個男

孩會說讓她開心的話.女孩說:"你是個好人,是我對不起你."他似乎

明白叻問題所在,他是個好人.



男孩都愛看臉不看胸部

26歲的時候,他開始墮落,交網友.打扮的時尚且酷,而且漸漸的學

習著討好女孩的話.不久.他有了個女朋友,雖然他對她很好,可是,

他心裡知道,自己並不愛她.

27歲的時候,他和她分手了.他對女孩說:"你是個好女孩,是我對不

起你."

28歲的時候,他嘗試了一夜情,發現別人能做的,自己也一樣.

29歲的時候,他學會了講黃色笑話,並且以看旁邊的女孩子臉紅為

樂趣.

30歲的時候,他突然發現自己變得很有能力追求到女孩,但是卻沒

有了愛的能力.



其實每個男孩,本來都是想做一個感情專一的好男人.

其實每個男孩,本來看女孩子都是看臉而不是看胸部.

其實每個男孩,本來都是不會講黃色笑話的.

其實每個男孩,本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠的.



只是沒有任何女孩愛這樣的男孩,他們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚,

太古板,太沒有情趣.

于是男孩開始改變,變成女孩喜歡的那種嘴角掛著壞笑的男人;

開始學會假裝關心,學會給女孩送小飾物討好她;開始學會如何追

求,如何把握愛情,或者是看破紅塵,遊戲情場,成為女人最恨的那

種男人.

他們可以很容易俘獲女孩的心,但是他們也會在黑的夜裡叼這煙

流淚.心裡有愛的時候,沒有女孩;有了女孩,卻永遠沒有愛的感覺

,在聽到女人抱怨世上沒有好男人時,他們不會再去努力做個好男

人,只是擦肩而過.



女人,男孩變壞了,你們就沒責任嗎?!


这篇文章是从朋友那便看到的...
很有感触....
所以就和大家分享吧...:)

:::BZ BZ BZ BZ LIFE:::

shit....!how long i didnt update my blog dy...!?!
hahahaha...!my cousin always said that my blog very dead dy...
if u wanna read my blog and u always think my update very slow just complain to me in FB lah...!
heheheeeee..!
woah kayssss..!start my BZBZBZBZ LIFE topicccc....!
can u imagine...!?!!world cup seriously save my life...!!!
ok..i know its weird.......
because of world cup i get this world cup road tour show...!
and its damn exciting and fun...!
i met alots alots of new fren..!
and they all alcohol-shitttttssss...!!!!but its seriously kinda fun...!!!
huhuhu......somehow i m a little addicted to carlsberg dy weih...!
almost everyday after show i will drink 1 or 2 mouth like that....
feeel so good to drinking beer again....
BU...!!!!i start to miss all my royal guards babessssss.....!!!
my preety babessss...!!!!we r goin to rox kl this week...!and it will be damn syiokkk.....!
btw.....after da show i m getting a serious cough here....i m typing and coughing.....
okok...i know is disgusting lah.....hahahaaa....cause i c my 口水...fly here fly there....
my poor lop top screeennnn.....:(
mama goin to wipe u afther this blog...kayssss..?
heheheee...
did i mention that my dad brought a car for me as a bday present...?
ya....my sweeet 18 has just passed away...shit ...!i m getting older...!
hahahaaa..!but i enjoy my freedom...:)
all my family and fren give me alot alot of suprise and thx for ya all....
i'll nv forget my 18 bday is just so wonderfull...
but...my men.......haven give me anything yet luhhhh..
but...he said he ady brought something for me....
i m very 期待actually.......hehehee....but...whatever he gave i also will take as a treasure like that 1 lah....!hahahahaaaa..!love is blind ya ppl...
but nowadays.....we always easy to get argue and i dont know y...
love problems.....ya....headache.....but nvm....
as long u dont use break up to 威胁me den can dy.......:(
cause it will be damn pain like seriously....
i wanna make it better tooo...
i'll try.......but...
i hope u were trying toooo...
sometimes we dont need to pisah everything so cearly.....
like me and you..........is ady become...me is me ...you is you.....
aiyksssss...i dont know lah......
i will try to do what u want.....and......
at the end...i just still wanna said that...
actually i m just a gal...
sometimesss...
i need u to bethere for me when i need u....
not just abt money......
could any1 understand that....?
appreciate what u have ppl.....
love is beautiful.....
but tho is painfulll.....
i love u.....yes i do......:'(

2:00am
:::MY RECENT LIFE:::


here i come again...
alots off thing need to crap....
hahaha...if ur my fren you should knw i have work at street nation for this month...
sorry for my readers if i didnt mention...
ok....street nation is a dance studio....
if u interested just come and visit me...
our studio just opposote sunway......
beside 1 station cafe...
to get more information just wall post me everyone....hahaha....:)
okok....nowadays i was quite enjoying my life....
cause i have a quite easy job easy life.....
ngam me lah...!cause i m YEEZIE..!hahaha...:D
btw...the korea wave contest and R16 are just pasted few days ago...
1st i need to say gong xi gong xi for my fren......
cause they won da champion...not bad lah...improve alot...!
GONG XI GONG XI TO PROGRESSION...!
c.....i fully support ya all.......and their prize is damn awesome lah weih..!!!
the whole gang can to KOREA...!!!
KOREA weih...!!!!oh my god lah.....!!!!
seriously.....dont care...gonna join this competition next year....
i wanna go KOREA lah...!hahahaha..!
and for da R16........gong xo gong xi to vietnam crew BIG TOE...!
they are just totally awesome either...!
actually i dont know breaking very well lah...
but i just know they quite dope....hahaha....
hope they will have a great battle when they go for da R16 FINAL at korea....
another great news.....!
CONGRATULATION TO FAMOUS CREW AND SOUL KRAZY...!!
cause they get to showdown 2010 top 10.....!!!!!!!
i almost go to da live show everytime...!
love them so so so much lah.....!
hahahaha...!!!
FAMOUS CREW IS MEN POWER...!
SOUL KRAZY IS GAL POWER...!!!
just vote for them lah.....!!!!
and i have accept a kinda big show case at june...
ok...i will be damn busy at june...!
and my BDAY....!!!!i have no time for celebrate my bday lah...:(
cause my bday is saturday and i stiil need to perform...!!!
but no choice..!!!dance dance dance.....!!!!
i love performing too much......:)
this is da 1st time i m not going to celebrate my bday....
quite sad lah actually...cause i plan to celebrate my bday with my men this year....
sorry my men...i think we still could celebrate my bday next year right...?
if we could......:)
but..i know u will be damn understanding me.....
so u will forgive me right...?hehehehe....
actually.......few days ago i just have a fought with him....
hmmmm....da 1st time that we both that have nothing to said...
we are damn cold at that moment........
yea......we argue till i cry until i cant really control my tears like shit..!
it keep come out and i cant stop it...
but at the end....we 2 say out what we want....
and we fight because we are just too care each other....
i m happy cause we finally figure a way to let us wont held in a such stupid situation...
i m sorry...cause i know i m not a girl that always pandai too manja...
i know i always being too staright sometimes....
cause i''ll try to change for u....kays...?
i know u try ur very best to cooperate with me....
i happy to having u at here with me......
good luck at your show too...
i love ya.....:)

:::HAPPPY MOTHERS DAY:::

its a lovely night....
i watched a comedy show by myself...
y this comedy show not comedy at all lah...!!!!
cause its all about mothers day...!
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN TOUCHED 1 LAH....
suddenlly i felt so sorry for my mother....
cause i never told her that i lover her...
because i m not like other kids....
da time that i m still very very naughty....
sorry for making u feel dissapointed....
cause i cant always be da perfect child that u wan....
i m sorry cause i m sucess in my dance courier but not study...
i m sorry mum....
but......it doesnt mean i m not love u....
cause i always keep my love inside my heart...
i dont always said i love u...cause....i m not really sweet gal.....
i m so sorry for da decision that i take mum...
i m so sorry...cause i need to chase for my dream and my love tooo....
i will definely missss u when i leave....
sometimes i just really wanna hug u and told u that i really care...
cause when everytime u dont wanna support da things i wanna do...
we will definely have a fight...i m so sorry i cant always put down my pride...
cause we both are just da same....
cause this is so called mother and daugter...
but.....i m just wanna told u that i m really growing up now....
not such up very tall lah...
but...i m trying to be a good gal....
c.....the things i do now...is only work and movie with frens...
no clubbing anymore lah mum...
someday i will prove it....
i willl be a very very very pro dancer and make you proud mum....
i'll bet u will c me on TV.....
mum.....ur sleeping now...
but...i m here...at my blog lah...
still wanna wish u....
happy mother's day...
i love u mum...
i always do..........
:)

:::new life:::
:::new work::::


huuhuhuhuhu....!!!!finally i have found a job....
actually didnt find..it come itself 1...
muahahahahaha...!!!!
i damn happy cause i finally can get rid of my LIFELESS stutus from now on..!!!!
atleast i have something to do...
but another things that i have to give up recently........
i need to giving up joining inversion crew...
orry guys...i know ya all will be disappointed...
but....all i can say is just sorry...
cause so hard to choose....betweeen....like...
aiyah...if u know me den u would know what shits i m thinking abt lah...!!!
nvm..........hope i still can join ur crew in da future...
hope that i m still acceptable men...!cause i seriously need alots of training...!!!
by the way..!!!!yesterday my s2pid men waa seriously shocked me...
okok...lets play da scence now.......



me:hey......where are you....???
my men:i m in da hos pital now...
me:WHAT...!?!!?!U SAY WHAT..!?!
mymen:yea i m in da hospital now....i juz bang two indian dude....
me:wah.....den....r they injured....?
my men:ya.....thats y i m in da hospital now...
me:owwwhhhh...kaysss.....then did u get injured...?
my men:no im anot...bi....i'll talk to you later.....bye




AFTER 5 HOURS...............

me:hey....i tot u will be calling me back...?
my men:i m da police station now....
me:WHAT...!?!!!Y...!?
my men:cause they wanna report......and still got alots of things nit to settle...
me:den u becarefull...
my men:alright....




ANOTHER 3 HOURS HAD PASSSSSS.......
ok......now.....no more conversation...
u know y...??cause i cant phone through him...
yea....i start worrying...is like VERY that kind...!!!
i keep thinking of some shitsssss...!!!
i feel like i m driving myself insane...
casue i really scared that something will be happen................
oh my oh my.........thats how i feel last night......
after that i have no choice to phone his student....
after half and hour finally his student pick up da phone....
and told me that he still in da police station settle things...
and his phone was juz outta battery....
pheeeewwwwwww....damn my heart juz feel release...
luckily theres nothing happen.......:)
finally when he reach home he give me a call...
he apologize to his not informing everything to me...
"sweeet"
eh heeeemmm...
sorry....sudah nak perasan...ok....back to da topic....
at da last......when he tell me da reason y he accidently bang those two s2pid ANEH...!!!
i m like what da hellll..?!!!
that 2 s2pid brainless drive throgh when da light is red...!!!!!
NIAMA...!!!HOW U GET UR FUCKING LISEN...!?!!
u wasting my men time...!!!!!!!
and somemore ur s2pid motor had been modified b4...!
and u still wanna go repot....-.-
and its like throwing a stone on ur head lah abang...!!!
y dont u juz pay back my men money den settle lah...
now u still wanna get saman..!!!!and da s2pid cops still wanna rampas ur motor..!
u happy now..!?!!s2pid aneh...!!!
urghhhhh...!!!!but damn u 2 brainless donkey...!!!!
my men is suppose to be using those time to think a new routine or doin his training......
shit u both...!!!!!urghhhhhh....somemore still let me damn worry abt him.....ish.....
-.- s2pid aneh......

ok lah....thas all my crapping for today....
hope u all will be enjoy da post....
cause u know lah...
i seldom post 1....
mua ha ha ha.....
"perasan-ing"


good nights everyone.....
have a nice day.....
i love my men...:)

1:19am
midnight
raining

wossssshhhh...
juz back from penang...
what a week weih...
i meet alots of ppl....
alots of GOOD ppl.
thx for 100% all stafffff......
the for letting me having my good day at butterworth.....
alots alots of missing and caring.....
junior war is juz so exciting....
but....so sad....my son PINK juz get da 2nd place..
get smoked by other crew...
but.......nvm....his still very geng lah...
hahahaha.......
hmmmm...
juz realise....i dont like leaving or saying good bye...
its always makes me so emo and moody...
watching u and waving goodbye is killing me like hundred times....
i try my best to smile...
but........my tears is like keep dropping and i dunno why...
aiykssss..
i c ur face in my mind.....
sobbing on da bus......juz realise...i cant wave a good man goodbye..
nvm...i'll c u soon.....i hope....
i love u hubby....
i miss u too...
mwah..:)

夜晚12:52
好热的感觉....
热热的天气在夜里显得特别闷热....
好久都没上来了...
大家还记得我有部落格吗...?
大概都忘得七七八八了吧..
哈哈哈...
突然有种想打字的感觉...
这次爱情又来到了我的身边...
这个渺小的缘分...
我自己都无法相信..
我自己会做这样的决定...
远距离的爱情...
从来都是我不敢踏进的一个地方...
但是这个人真的让我动心了...
爱情来的时候......真的都挡不住嘛...?
自己的决定要自己负责...
是时候学会成长了...
晚安....
等待的心情...
原来是如此幸福....
:)

今天突然想用华文来告诉大家我的心情....

不好意思内.....

最近都没来更新...

都生了好多灰尘...

是时候来扫扫了...

哈哈哈...~

这几天都过得满愉快...

因为一直都保持着愉快的心情...

还有....

我啊....

染了头发...!!!

还把头发给剪了..

可是也不是自愿的丫...

因为发尾都坏光光了..

没办法..

只好剪了再留过吧..

短发的我....

好像还蛮帅气的说..

天啊....~

没男生敢靠近我了..

算了吧...

哈哈哈....

反正因为我的短发而离我远远的男生...

也不是很好吧....

好吧...

就酱吧..

要去补充睡眠...

明天还要去interviwe呢..

晚安...~

:::COOKING:::

wahhh....!
wahhhhhh....!!
wahhhhhhhh......!!!!!
i m cooking...!!
haha....cant imagine i m cooking lah...
cause i m always very clumsy....
"thats all my cousin said..TT"
but i dont feel i m clumsy....
just sometimes forget where i put my phone...
my keys...
my pendrive...
my ic...
aiyah...!still ok what..!right...!?hehe....
okok...back to the topic....
i cook speggetti today....huhuhu....
haha...actually...i just cook the sause only...
actually my mum ady finish cook the sauce...
n we eat....all say the same thing...
"NO TASTE ARH...!"
all face turning weird.... because of that tatse speggetti..!
den.....i said:"HMM...!I GO COOK DA SAUSE AGAIN LAH"....
haha....dunno what my bro n my cous face expression...
i just on my way to the kitchen....
hehe.......white sause.....
mushroom....hotdog........
ting tong tiang...!
i have finish cooking the sause....
then i pour the sauce for my 2 bro n my cous...
hmmmm....waiting....waiting....for the comment of corse....
huhu...their face appear some smile....
n they appear some sound like.....mmmmmm....!!
hahaha...!YOSHI...!!sucessss......
they all say not bad weih....
hahaha...
actually not the 1st time cooking...
but still feel damn excited..hehe...
n i dunno y....
aiyoh...thats all i wanna say for today....


but...!




still thinking of tomorrow wanna go pyramid...
aiyksss....
go or not to go...??
hmmmm.....
hehe....
still thinking.......
okokok....
finish crapping....
nights ppl....

:::SPECIAL DAY....SPECIAL FEELINGS....."

what a special day n special feelings i haviing now...
wake up 10am in the morning...
still feeling sleepy....acause my eye is not goin to open...
haha....every1 xalled me god of the pig...
10am for me really is still early lah...
haha...
ok....keep pass forward lah....hehe...
skip...skip....skip.....
OK...!here....
today i having my breakfast with my family ...we eat "dim sim"...
n we order alot...!
is like 8 different kind of "dim xim"...
haha....kepp eat n eat n eat...
mayb i does feel hungry...
n i still grab a desert form the worker that asking me too..
the desert was nice...!
cause is soya jelly pudding......errr...
something like that lah....somemore have longan...
awhhhh....damn sweet....haha...
after finish our breakfast...
we go to church to fetch our brother..
bacause they have a 3 days 2 nights camp there....
n still have a little concert for them until 3pm something...
this concert was great...
have many kinds of feelings when i saw this concert..
ur heart will feel warm when u c all the children they do something together...
n will feel sad...when the sad drama goes on....
ish......my moods flow very fast n i dunno y...
following the children acting....flow up n down...
hahah....what a special feeling i have...



:::COUSIN NEW HOUSE:::

finally....i saw my cousin new house...
cause last time when i saw it...will always still haven finish build it...
now...the toilet is done....the room is done...
n its nice...
all room have different kinds of colour...
green,pink,blue,orange...
haha...
n my cousin was starting to clean up her room..
its like so many dust..
thats y i keep sneezing...n i feel my nose is goin to fall..ha..!
after that...we all go eat bak ku teh together..
is like a small family gathering..is fun...n its FULL...!!
gosh.....is really full...haha...!

:::my feelings:::

hmm....my feelings was kinda great today....
but...have a little emo...
just a little...
cause when i listen to the songs...
gosh...the damn songs still making me emo..n i dunno y..
its a little lah....
hmm...
mayb something wrong with me...or...errr..
mayb not...
haiyah..!whatever....dont care dont care....!
cause this s2pid damn feeling will be gone anyway....
hehe...!n my damn exam is over...!
RELEASE....!WOOOOO..!!!HOOOOO....!
now i m thinking of what colour should i dye 4 my hair..!
hehehehehe...
damn hyper...
n i can feel my dream r more closer to me now....
hehehe....straight forward for my dream...!
go go go......!!!