~rainy dayzz...i think i begin 2 miss u...~

~still rmb tat when i was standard 6...~

~i m was happy galzz...~

~i duno wat u feel 2 me...~

~juz knoe u always staring at me...~

~at 1st of all...~

~i didnt tel u anything...~

~i tot i juz like u...~

~but u r not belive me...~

~u belive ur frenz watever he said....~

~i cry...1st time cry..juz bcoz of u...~

~tat...is the 1st time...u dumb me..i still rmb tat day..~

~2004/9/18....~

~haizzz.....dat day..u tel me tat...~

~ur not the galzz..i wan...~

~ur not the love i can in love with...~

~u finish our relationship witout any tears...~

~2005...i ady move 2 kl....~

~suddenlly..i rmb u....~

~i sms u..juz ask..how r u....~

~u reply..i m fine....~

~den..we start our relationship again...~

~but....i heard from ur fren....u nv tel any1 tat we 2gether...~

~u alwayz say tat we juz frenzz...~

~i dissapointed....so....i tel u i wan a broke up...~

~u agree....~

~2007/6/20....~

~i get a teddy bear from u....~

~i likr the bear very much...~

~when i look at the bear...~

~i will start 2 missing u...~

~haizz....~

~but....after tat.....~

~we hav an arguement...~

~a big arguement....~

~u wont ans my phone call either a sms...~

~from tat day i knoe..u hate me....~

~i juz feel so.....~

~after 1 year....~

~2008/5/7...~

~i start the conversation again....~

~mayb i m s2pid...~

~u tel me tat u in love with another galzz...~

~u muz take a choice...~

~den..i said...i will listen watever u say...~

~he choose tat galzz....~

~after a few months...~

~ur frenzter...i didnt c her pic anymore...~

~i think..may b u r sad....so i sms u again....~

~2008/9/8...~

~we 2gether again....~

~tat time i reli hope tat is 4ever....~

~but..is not...~

~kakakzz...~

~u promise me tat u nv let me cry...~

~u promise tat u wont ans my phone called...~

~u promise...u will wait me...~

~u say im yours....~

~u say...i reli love u...~

~u say....i juz love u...not her...she juz afren of mine...~

~but...when i c u n her conversation..~

~i cry..i tel u not 2 be so flirty with galzz..~

~u say..ok...~

~but..ur ok...is juz like nothin....~

~haizz...~

~after dat...i angry..we hav a arguement...~

~2008/9/19...~

~tis is the 4th time..n is the last time...~

~i wanna kick my ass out of ur life...!!!~

~tiz is the 4th times..U say good byezz...~

~u r not the 1...~

~tat i wan 2 choose...~

~freedom love....?~

~wats tat....?~

~i dun knoe...~

~i juz care abt u....~

~u flirt with other galzz...~

~is ok...say with them..i like u...~

~is ok....~

~but...u kiss her....??~

~i cant hold it anymore...~

~if is the feedom u wan...~

~is the freedom u get...~

~tis is the 4th time...u say goodbye..~

~i ady get use 2 it...~

~my tears..i ady get use 2 it..~

~will always flow juz bcoz of u...~

~i m a jerk...~

~i m a s2pid jerk....~

~ur the bird i m the wind....~

~i can let u fly higher n higher...~

~i also can let u drop on the grass...~

~when u fly higher..u will 4get....~

~who is the 1 let u fly higher...~

~who is the 1....let u happier...~

~u juz duno tat.....~

~confusing...~

~ring ring ring....~

~the phone rings....~

~halo....the guy pick up the phone said...~

~err......the gal said....~

~hmmm...the guy said...~

~wat r u doin..??still study ur homework..??the gal said..~

~yea..i m bz..coz 2moro is the day...juz math n me...the guy said..~

~err...so u very bz...??can i ask u somethin...??the gal said..~

~yea..i m bz...wat u wanna ask..??the guy said..~

~erm..ermm..erm....do u..err....miss me...?the gal said...~

~yea...but i m bz...the guy said...~

~one more question...plz....the gal said..~

~yea..okok...the guy said...~

~if got ppl ask u..u hav gf anot...wat will u say 2 them...the gal said..~

~err...duno...err...mayb...haizz...duno larzz...i m bz...i gonna study...the guy said...~

~ok...byezz...the gal said...~

~after she close the phone..she cry...~

~y everythin is damn so hard 1..?the gal said..~

~is juz a sentences tat can make me feel better..the gal said..~

~she act nothin 2 the guy tat she love...~

~still ask him 2 gabanteh on his exam...~

~coz..the guy didnt rmb wat he say...~

~bleeding...heart ..~

~a story of a baby mosquito n baby fishy~

~1 day..a baby mosquito..wan 2 drink some water...~

~so he fly to the river 4 drink some water...~

~suddelly..the water will move..~

~he think 4 a while...~

~wat is tat...he say~

~n 1 little head..come out frome the water..~

~hi..i m a littlebaby fish...~

~who r u...?~

~y u so small..??~

~y u got wings..??~

~n the mosquito ask bak..~

~hey fish..y u idnt hav wings...??~

~y u didnt hav leg..??~

~y u hav gills..??~

~hmm...den the 2 little mosquito n fishy knoe each other..~

~they bcome a best frenzz...~

~but they only can c each other 4 a while..~

~coz fish cant breath without water...~

~n mosquito cant fly when his wings touch the water..~

~so...times will fly when thier enjoy..~

~they ady big big...~

~but...the mosquito n fishy is in love 4 each other...~

~but..cant....~

~they not ment 2 be 2gether...~

~1 is fly 1 is swim...~

~now they all hav their own family...~

~they all hav their own story...~

~they all hav change...~

~but...1 thing wont change is their heart...~

~their love will continue...~

~when the times come...~

~they will met agian..~

~i beg u...dun.....~

~i do everythin...is juz 4 u....~
~i argue with my family juz bcoz of u....~
~my mum says me....~
~my dad says me....~
~i ganna cry...~
~i m hopeless....~
~u tel me u wanna do 2 work in 1 dayzz...~
~coz u say u wan more money....~
~coz u dowan u suffer...~
~i knoes...!!~
~every1 loves money....~
~but no 1 get the money with tiz jobz...~
~pls...i beg u...~
~tiz is not a nice job....~
~is underground casino worker...~
~if u get caught...u will send in 2 jail...~
~do u know how much i worry abt u...??~
~do u know...when u said tat u wanna work there.....~
~i muz bleeding..my heart full of scaryness...~
~wat u say...u say..if i m not ganna let u work at there...~
~i m the worst gf ever....~
~y...........?~

~hmmm...complicated..~

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~i m over it....~

~erm....so long didnt write my blog ady....~
~haizz..bz of my dancing performance...~
~my homework...~
~my exam...~

~still got my lousy xbf....~

~haizz....everythin...i juz thiink 2 nice ady....~
~i tot our love can last long....~
~but the truth is...not....~
~he tel me..he will love me 4ever...but not...~
~tat was horrible....~
~very horrible....~
~i hate being the sad 1.....~
~but.....junz......~
~he is the guy tat treat me very good....~
~he knoe i got bf he still always stay bside of me...~
~when im hurt...he giv his heart 2 me.....~
~untill now...i reli knoe...who is the guy reli match 2 me...~
~he will do evertthin tat i wan....~
~when i juz look a thing tat i like...~
~he will juz buy 4 me....~
~althought he was not very rich.....~
~now...i juz realise...pick the 1 tat reli loves u....~
~dun pick the 1 u reli loves...~
~i knoe is hard....~
~but...i ady 4get s..e...v... l...w...~
~now i m the moz xing fu d galzz...in the world....~
~hmm...bubyezz broken...bubyezz u jerk...!!!!~