Saturday, July 4, 2009

hyper day....!!!!!
today i have the best day ever...!!!!
we have perform very well....
n we have a new street family...!!!
include us...~~ex-jazz...noble...street-x...!!!!!
hurry 4 smk bt14......!!!!!!
we have the best impression from the ordians...!!
we have all the clap n cheer from them...!!!!
thx 4 u all...~~~
because of u all....we perform welll....~~
when we finish our perform....
n go down from the stage..~~
every1 dat c us will give us a big thumb n say "good"...!!!!
i m like...!!!!!!!!
happy until dat i can cry....~~~
still got ppl ask us to take pic with them...!!!!!
tis is my last year have tis kind of perform...!!!!
is a very precious memory....!!!!
i love my team...!!!
i love my dance....!!
thx 4 all those frens dat support ex-jazz...!!!
ex-jazz will get better n better...!!!!
stronger den stronger dat u cant even imagine...!!!

Tuesday, June 30, 2009

:::feelings 4 u n me:::

the promise dat to be undertake...

the promise dat u said....

do u stilll rmb....?

promise dat there would'nt be have anything dat will be hiding for each other...

still got how many things dat i didnt know....??

wats the reason dat u dont even wan me to knoe...?

i will always knoe the truth by myself....

i will always get the truth from anybody else....

wat should i do..??

should i ask u dat.....

"do u still have anythings dat r hiding from me..?"

or....should i juz....shut up n forget abt it...

somehow....

i m keep guessing...wat did u really want...?

u say dat u were tired...
no worries....

i will let u go....

i knoe......

there is something weird between 2 of us...

there is something keep changing...

but no one knoes the reason for well....

theres a scar on it....

ur changing to another person dat i didnt knoe....

i can feel ur smile when u with ur fren...

i can feel ur happiness from there....

there is nothing i can do....

but....

i will rmb wat u have told me....

i will always rmb dat sentence....

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..



i will repeat tis sentences everyday...



i will replay tis moment everytime...

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

一个人的感受
总是觉得难受
所谓的配合
所谓的容忍
都让我觉得好难过
越来越疲惫
沉重的疲惫感
让我总是不能呼吸
你....
看到我的改变吗..?
我...
总是不甘示弱.....
总是想找回
那曾经很幸福的感觉..
可是改变了..
就无法再回来了..
我以为我拥有你..
可是....可是.....
这次我真的受伤了...
该离开的人是我...
但是....
我却装的很洒脱...
自从你变了以后...
爱你的眼泪总是很寂寞...~
buggy...please...come bak to mee...
change bak the buggy dat love me the most...~
care my feelings the most..~

Thursday, May 28, 2009

huhuhuhu...~
finally....
EAXM OF THE WEEKEND
is totally over...!!!!
feel kinda release...
keep reading the pearl n memorise all the character...
n still have the konserto terakhir too...
brain is full of drama n komsas....
kakakzz.......
is huge...!!
kakakakzz...
hmm.....
wat i really wan...actually....
y i wan to work so hard for my result..??
y i have the tought dat i wanna go 2 collage...?
y....??
i always wanna 2 be a dance or a hair stylish....~
suddenlly..i had change my mind...
izzit...bcoz of u..?
dreams n reality is totally not the same...
wat i wan 4 my life is juz a dream...
but....reality always come 1st...
dats y we all living with unhappiness sometimes..~
will i regret dat wat i have chosen....??
hmm....
i hav no idea with it....
hmmm.....
dance competition is coming soon....
practice very hard on it...
tis is my last year....
hope i can get some nice result fom the judges n some clap from the ordians....
holiday is started....~
hope every1 enjoy ur holiday...

:::smile:::
:::yeezie:::
:::29 may 2009:::
:::confusing abt my future...:::
:::2:22 am:::

Saturday, April 18, 2009



~NEW HAIR DAY~



i m being nuts...!!!

i cut off my hair...

my long hair....

haizz....

now my hair is bob...!!!

totally bob...!!!

hard imagine huh...!

i m look like a guy wey....

wuwuwuwu.....

now....wan it long...

wan it long...~

my whole life is juz wanna my hair o be long n straight..

now...

is short...n straight....

bob bob stephy...~~

wuwuwu...hope my looks wont attractive to gal man..!!

if not..i might kill myself....!!!

i m not tb...

seriously...!!!!

i m a gal....

i love my bf...

altough i m look like a guy....

aiykss...

hope it will longer...

if not...

i m goin 2 do hair extension ady....

Friday, April 3, 2009

惨..!
今天流了很多鼻血..
哈哈..
可是一点都不痛的..
就一直流一直流...
冲凉的时候又流...~
晒衣的时候又流..~
吃饭又流..~
帮我的饭加了..!!
哈哈..!!
今天的我..
一直都在等着他..
等到心情都不好了..
为什么..
这个世界要发明电话呢..
就算有电话又怎样呢..
打了又打..
没人接的电话..
又还有什么意义呢..
愚蠢的我..
讨厌从电话里发出来的 "嘟嘟"的声音..
每次希望电话里发出的是你的声音..
而不是那烦人的"嘟嘟"声..

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

有时候当我们靠的越进
我就越看不清
你到底是怎样的
爱我吗
还是你只是喜欢我而已
当我一脚踏进自己设的陷阱
我就发现自己死定了
为什么
总是会有一些很模糊的感觉
一直围绕着我
那些很熟悉的伤痛
一直看不见的东西
一直听不到的声音
仿佛又重现
对不起
我知道因为我的存在
给你带来了不少困扰
已经很努力
忍住眼角的泪水
不想让它滑落
不想让你看到我的脆弱
故事总是会有起落
我们的故事还没结束
我希望这个会是我最后的一个故事
结局会是如何
我也不懂
至少我知道
两个心紧紧地为彼此付出和着迷是美好的