:::PISSED...!!!:::

i m writing the story abt yesterday...

yesterday im trying update my blog....

but the s2pid line wont let..!!

suck like hell..!!

okok...~~~

lets start the day....

i wake up 9 am in da moring....

when finish prepare my thing...

i m on da way goin to BUKIT NANAS...!!

ALONE..!!

i m bringing my happy mood goin to c proggression performance...

my bf is a menber of da proggression also..~~

but...mostky the main point is...i really damn so interested with their dance weii..!!

haven c their real show b4...~~

but...but...~~

dats a thind dat make me very very very dulan..!!!

if u know wat is mean...!!

finally i reach bukit nanas....

a place dat i didnt go b4...~~~

ran down from the monoril station...

mr insects said dat i will saw 2 big parrots...

i m like..??huh..??!!!!

parraots...??i cant even c 1..??

i m like....sweating...!!

grrr...

den i walk to the left side.....

theres a 7-11.....

i go in n ask do u knoe where is hap seng plaze held...?

they all juz like..??

huh...??

at bukit bintang...??!!

i m like..??omg..??

bukit bintang..?

den.....i went out the shop...

i keep walking...keep waking....

i c caltex....

theres alot of ppl at there...i m like keep asking the same question...

some ppl say at th lft...

soem ppl said at the right...

i keep walking....left until right...right until left...

dunno i walk how many times..~~

FINALLY...I BEH TAAN ADY...!!

i phone bak him....when i was on the left....

den he said...did u c caltex..??

the plaza juz near caltex....

i m like..!!!!!!!

curse all those s2pid ppl..!!!!

still telling me dat the plaza is on the left...!!!!

omg omg..!!!!!!!!CURSING...!!!!

finally....i c the HAP SENG STAR...!!!!

HAP SENG STAR...!!u knoe how much i LOVE u arh...!!!!!

haizz.............

okok...tis is enuff of my du lan mood...!!!

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:::DAMN SUPER HYPER:::

when i reach hap seng plaza...

i m like.....WOW....!!!!

damn so many ppl.....

11 guys...i think....

all is the member of proggression....

all........is so wow....

leng cai..i guess..~~~

cute..??

no comment at all..~~

kakakzz..~~

but...alll guys seems like quite interested with "me"....

mayb i m perasan or something....but...

all is coeming out to c me....i m like a "star"...!

kakakzz...bcoz i m mr insects galfren...~~

kakakazzz...~~~

in dat day...i knoe many many many guyzz...~~

alll is fren of my bf...~~~

but...luckilly...they all quite socialble....

i wont feel very stressfull when i chat with them....

kakakzzz....after c ing thier rehearsal.....

i bak wit the "hotel" with them...

i m like so commentless with "hotel" dat organizer pick....

it was...erm...erm..."old"...?

n got soem ants on the bed...?

yuckzz..~~~

when in the room.....every1 is starving...!!!

got a guy...dunno wat is named...

keep say..

i very huingry...!!!

i very hungry...!!!!

like goin to die...~~~

got another 1 still said dat tis morning i only snatch my sister honey star n eat....

kakakakzz....!!!

finally....after 1 hour......the food is coming....~~~

every body eating silently.....

tis moment....every 1 is like a kids finally get a lolipop from mumy...~~kakakzz...!!!

cute...!

huhu....

after eating...every 1 is all so energitic...!!!

ready 4 da perform...!!!

kakakzz...~

every 1 is changing the out fit...

bsides me...i mlaying on the bed...n use the blanket to cover my whole body...~~

coz every1 is showing their "SEXY" body...~

kakakazz..~

after changing out fit every 1 is waiting 4 da performnce...!!

huhuhuhu...!!!!

hwating 4 proggressing...!!!!

when the music start....

sorry sorry sorryy..!!!!

every1 is damn feaking hot like hell man...!!!!

woosth...!!!!

they have been lots of electricity..!!!dunno came from where..~~~

there are alots of fans..!!include malay gal..??

OMG....my mouth juz give it a big O....!

finallly.....the performance is ending very very weell....

sorry....

not goin to continue writing....

not in a mood...

everything is making me depreesed...!!

dats is all wat i get from u...??

i m laughing....~~~

so tatally...~

insects.....i hxtx u....~

:::HYPER MODE...!!!!!:::

after skool......we're goin to studio 4 practice our dance...
coz....next saturday....we goin to attend a competiton at puchong "xi lai deng"...
if u knoe where is the place....every1 is invite 2 come n c the competition...
everybody is free 2 get in...nonit to pay...
we juz need ur clap n ur scream..!!!
kakakakzz....
yeayea....bak to the topic...
when i reach studio...
bobby is there waiting 4 us ady....
while we were half in the practicing...
bobby suddenlly came in n telling us something....
"erm...stephy....do u free on next month..?"
"yea...i m free...sure...y..??"
"coz..there is goin to have a competition show on ntv7..i m hoping u n javerl can go 4 da competition 4 our street nation...i will ask nick n xian n u 2 make in a group 2 attend the competition....(nick n xian is our street jazz teacher)..."
i m like..!!!!omg...!!!!omg...!!!
is tis really happening 2 me..?
kakakazz......
is hard to belive..?!!!
i m goin to be on a tv competition show...
not juz i wanna attend the competiton myself...
is bobby pick us go 1...!!!
holy cow...!!!
kakakkzzzz..!!!!!
tis is the best chance dat god give me..!!!!
i will very very appreciate...!!!!
i will nv 4get...!!!!!
tis moment...!!!
my feelings...!!!!
my mood...!!!
everything is like goin 2 explode inside my body..~
hmm....
another good news...
2moro i m goin 2 c proggression performance....
is my 1st time...
1st time c my buggy live show...!
kakakzz....
really happy....
even i feel damn sleepy....
but...still damn hyper....!!!
dunno y...!!!
huhuhu...!!!!!
yea...!!
2moro....is goin to have a happy day...!!
nitex every1...sweet dreams...~

:::deng...!!!!!deng....!!!!damn pissed...!!!:::

:::but...there is something dat makes me smile either....:::

aiyoh...!!!!y the s2pid phone will like dat 1...??

cant even type msg...?

cant even receive the phonecalls...??

wuwuwuwu......

buggy.....

y ur s2pid phone like tis 1...?damn pissing me off la weiii....!!!

haizzzz....

tis few dayss....

we didnt keep argue...

i m very happy dat...

finally..we get our feelings bak juz like last time...

hmm....

u wont cheat me again....rite...?

i dun wannna have arguement anymore..

i very appreciate tis happy moment 4 my life...

theres a melody inside my mind....

theres a song 4 my feelings now....

~you r my everyday..我每一天就像在预告..关于明天是个问号..缺了些却无处可逃..~

~you r my everyday...我想你最初的容貌..回不去了而我的爱..你是否还愿意感觉的到...?~

tis songs called每天...

sing by纪佳松...~

can go n try n hear....

when i 1st time hear tis songs...

i straight fall 4 tis songs ady....

:::yeezie:::

:::my heart secure mode...:::

:::12:51am:::

:::PHOTO...!!!!!:::

:::hope u all will like it...!!:::

:::tis is the best day ever...!!!:::

:::hurray 4 exjazz & noble k....!!:::

:::my most happiest memories to keep until i die...!!:::

:::hmm...if u were there.....my memories will have been better....:::

:::u knoe ur the 1 dat i m saying...:::

:::dun turn bak n try 2 act silly...:::

hyper day....!!!!!

today i have the best day ever...!!!!

we have perform very well....

n we have a new street family...!!!

include us...~~ex-jazz...noble...street-x...!!!!!

hurry 4 smk bt14......!!!!!!

we have the best impression from the ordians...!!

we have all the clap n cheer from them...!!!!

thx 4 u all...~~~

because of u all....we perform welll....~~

when we finish our perform....

n go down from the stage..~~

every1 dat c us will give us a big thumb n say "good"...!!!!

i m like...!!!!!!!!

happy until dat i can cry....~~~

still got ppl ask us to take pic with them...!!!!!

tis is my last year have tis kind of perform...!!!!

is a very precious memory....!!!!

i love my team...!!!

i love my dance....!!

thx 4 all those frens dat support ex-jazz...!!!

ex-jazz will get better n better...!!!!

stronger den stronger dat u cant even imagine...!!!

:::feelings 4 u n me:::

the promise dat to be undertake...

the promise dat u said....

do u stilll rmb....?

promise dat there would'nt be have anything dat will be hiding for each other...

still got how many things dat i didnt know....??

wats the reason dat u dont even wan me to knoe...?

i will always knoe the truth by myself....

i will always get the truth from anybody else....

wat should i do..??

should i ask u dat.....

"do u still have anythings dat r hiding from me..?"

or....should i juz....shut up n forget abt it...

somehow....

i m keep guessing...wat did u really want...?

u say dat u were tired...
no worries....

i will let u go....

i knoe......

there is something weird between 2 of us...

there is something keep changing...

but no one knoes the reason for well....

theres a scar on it....

ur changing to another person dat i didnt knoe....

i can feel ur smile when u with ur fren...

i can feel ur happiness from there....

there is nothing i can do....

but....

i will rmb wat u have told me....

i will always rmb dat sentence....

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

我的前途比你重要..

i will repeat tis sentences everyday...

i will replay tis moment everytime...

一个人的感受

总是觉得难受

所谓的配合

所谓的容忍

都让我觉得好难过

越来越疲惫

沉重的疲惫感

让我总是不能呼吸

你....

看到我的改变吗..?

我...

总是不甘示弱.....

总是想找回

那曾经很幸福的感觉..

可是改变了..

就无法再回来了..

我以为我拥有你..

可是....可是.....

这次我真的受伤了...

该离开的人是我...

但是....

我却装的很洒脱...

自从你变了以后...

爱你的眼泪总是很寂寞...~

buggy...please...come bak to mee...

change bak the buggy dat love me the most...~

care my feelings the most..~