:::HAPPPY MOTHERS DAY:::

its a lovely night....
i watched a comedy show by myself...
y this comedy show not comedy at all lah...!!!!
cause its all about mothers day...!
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN TOUCHED 1 LAH....
suddenlly i felt so sorry for my mother....
cause i never told her that i lover her...
because i m not like other kids....
da time that i m still very very naughty....
sorry for making u feel dissapointed....
cause i cant always be da perfect child that u wan....
i m sorry cause i m sucess in my dance courier but not study...
i m sorry mum....
but......it doesnt mean i m not love u....
cause i always keep my love inside my heart...
i dont always said i love u...cause....i m not really sweet gal.....
i m so sorry for da decision that i take mum...
i m so sorry...cause i need to chase for my dream and my love tooo....
i will definely missss u when i leave....
sometimes i just really wanna hug u and told u that i really care...
cause when everytime u dont wanna support da things i wanna do...
we will definely have a fight...i m so sorry i cant always put down my pride...
cause we both are just da same....
cause this is so called mother and daugter...
but.....i m just wanna told u that i m really growing up now....
not such up very tall lah...
but...i m trying to be a good gal....
c.....the things i do now...is only work and movie with frens...
no clubbing anymore lah mum...
someday i will prove it....
i willl be a very very very pro dancer and make you proud mum....
i'll bet u will c me on TV.....
mum.....ur sleeping now...
but...i m here...at my blog lah...
still wanna wish u....
happy mother's day...
i love u mum...
i always do..........
:)

:::new life:::
:::new work::::


huuhuhuhuhu....!!!!finally i have found a job....
actually didnt find..it come itself 1...
muahahahahaha...!!!!
i damn happy cause i finally can get rid of my LIFELESS stutus from now on..!!!!
atleast i have something to do...
but another things that i have to give up recently........
i need to giving up joining inversion crew...
orry guys...i know ya all will be disappointed...
but....all i can say is just sorry...
cause so hard to choose....betweeen....like...
aiyah...if u know me den u would know what shits i m thinking abt lah...!!!
nvm..........hope i still can join ur crew in da future...
hope that i m still acceptable men...!cause i seriously need alots of training...!!!
by the way..!!!!yesterday my s2pid men waa seriously shocked me...
okok...lets play da scence now.......



me:hey......where are you....???
my men:i m in da hos pital now...
me:WHAT...!?!!?!U SAY WHAT..!?!
mymen:yea i m in da hospital now....i juz bang two indian dude....
me:wah.....den....r they injured....?
my men:ya.....thats y i m in da hospital now...
me:owwwhhhh...kaysss.....then did u get injured...?
my men:no im anot...bi....i'll talk to you later.....bye




AFTER 5 HOURS...............

me:hey....i tot u will be calling me back...?
my men:i m da police station now....
me:WHAT...!?!!!Y...!?
my men:cause they wanna report......and still got alots of things nit to settle...
me:den u becarefull...
my men:alright....




ANOTHER 3 HOURS HAD PASSSSSS.......
ok......now.....no more conversation...
u know y...??cause i cant phone through him...
yea....i start worrying...is like VERY that kind...!!!
i keep thinking of some shitsssss...!!!
i feel like i m driving myself insane...
casue i really scared that something will be happen................
oh my oh my.........thats how i feel last night......
after that i have no choice to phone his student....
after half and hour finally his student pick up da phone....
and told me that he still in da police station settle things...
and his phone was juz outta battery....
pheeeewwwwwww....damn my heart juz feel release...
luckily theres nothing happen.......:)
finally when he reach home he give me a call...
he apologize to his not informing everything to me...
"sweeet"
eh heeeemmm...
sorry....sudah nak perasan...ok....back to da topic....
at da last......when he tell me da reason y he accidently bang those two s2pid ANEH...!!!
i m like what da hellll..?!!!
that 2 s2pid brainless drive throgh when da light is red...!!!!!
NIAMA...!!!HOW U GET UR FUCKING LISEN...!?!!
u wasting my men time...!!!!!!!
and somemore ur s2pid motor had been modified b4...!
and u still wanna go repot....-.-
and its like throwing a stone on ur head lah abang...!!!
y dont u juz pay back my men money den settle lah...
now u still wanna get saman..!!!!and da s2pid cops still wanna rampas ur motor..!
u happy now..!?!!s2pid aneh...!!!
urghhhhh...!!!!but damn u 2 brainless donkey...!!!!
my men is suppose to be using those time to think a new routine or doin his training......
shit u both...!!!!!urghhhhhh....somemore still let me damn worry abt him.....ish.....
-.- s2pid aneh......

ok lah....thas all my crapping for today....
hope u all will be enjoy da post....
cause u know lah...
i seldom post 1....
mua ha ha ha.....
"perasan-ing"


good nights everyone.....
have a nice day.....
i love my men...:)

1:19am
midnight
raining

wossssshhhh...
juz back from penang...
what a week weih...
i meet alots of ppl....
alots of GOOD ppl.
thx for 100% all stafffff......
the for letting me having my good day at butterworth.....
alots alots of missing and caring.....
junior war is juz so exciting....
but....so sad....my son PINK juz get da 2nd place..
get smoked by other crew...
but.......nvm....his still very geng lah...
hahahaha.......
hmmmm...
juz realise....i dont like leaving or saying good bye...
its always makes me so emo and moody...
watching u and waving goodbye is killing me like hundred times....
i try my best to smile...
but........my tears is like keep dropping and i dunno why...
aiykssss..
i c ur face in my mind.....
sobbing on da bus......juz realise...i cant wave a good man goodbye..
nvm...i'll c u soon.....i hope....
i love u hubby....
i miss u too...
mwah..:)

夜晚12:52
好热的感觉....
热热的天气在夜里显得特别闷热....
好久都没上来了...
大家还记得我有部落格吗...?
大概都忘得七七八八了吧..
哈哈哈...
突然有种想打字的感觉...
这次爱情又来到了我的身边...
这个渺小的缘分...
我自己都无法相信..
我自己会做这样的决定...
远距离的爱情...
从来都是我不敢踏进的一个地方...
但是这个人真的让我动心了...
爱情来的时候......真的都挡不住嘛...?
自己的决定要自己负责...
是时候学会成长了...
晚安....
等待的心情...
原来是如此幸福....
:)

今天突然想用华文来告诉大家我的心情....

不好意思内.....

最近都没来更新...

都生了好多灰尘...

是时候来扫扫了...

哈哈哈...~

这几天都过得满愉快...

因为一直都保持着愉快的心情...

还有....

我啊....

染了头发...!!!

还把头发给剪了..

可是也不是自愿的丫...

因为发尾都坏光光了..

没办法..

只好剪了再留过吧..

短发的我....

好像还蛮帅气的说..

天啊....~

没男生敢靠近我了..

算了吧...

哈哈哈....

反正因为我的短发而离我远远的男生...

也不是很好吧....

好吧...

就酱吧..

要去补充睡眠...

明天还要去interviwe呢..

晚安...~

:::COOKING:::

wahhh....!
wahhhhhh....!!
wahhhhhhhh......!!!!!
i m cooking...!!
haha....cant imagine i m cooking lah...
cause i m always very clumsy....
"thats all my cousin said..TT"
but i dont feel i m clumsy....
just sometimes forget where i put my phone...
my keys...
my pendrive...
my ic...
aiyah...!still ok what..!right...!?hehe....
okok...back to the topic....
i cook speggetti today....huhuhu....
haha...actually...i just cook the sause only...
actually my mum ady finish cook the sauce...
n we eat....all say the same thing...
"NO TASTE ARH...!"
all face turning weird.... because of that tatse speggetti..!
den.....i said:"HMM...!I GO COOK DA SAUSE AGAIN LAH"....
haha....dunno what my bro n my cous face expression...
i just on my way to the kitchen....
hehe.......white sause.....
mushroom....hotdog........
ting tong tiang...!
i have finish cooking the sause....
then i pour the sauce for my 2 bro n my cous...
hmmmm....waiting....waiting....for the comment of corse....
huhu...their face appear some smile....
n they appear some sound like.....mmmmmm....!!
hahaha...!YOSHI...!!sucessss......
they all say not bad weih....
hahaha...
actually not the 1st time cooking...
but still feel damn excited..hehe...
n i dunno y....
aiyoh...thats all i wanna say for today....


but...!




still thinking of tomorrow wanna go pyramid...
aiyksss....
go or not to go...??
hmmmm.....
hehe....
still thinking.......
okokok....
finish crapping....
nights ppl....

:::SPECIAL DAY....SPECIAL FEELINGS....."

what a special day n special feelings i haviing now...
wake up 10am in the morning...
still feeling sleepy....acause my eye is not goin to open...
haha....every1 xalled me god of the pig...
10am for me really is still early lah...
haha...
ok....keep pass forward lah....hehe...
skip...skip....skip.....
OK...!here....
today i having my breakfast with my family ...we eat "dim sim"...
n we order alot...!
is like 8 different kind of "dim xim"...
haha....kepp eat n eat n eat...
mayb i does feel hungry...
n i still grab a desert form the worker that asking me too..
the desert was nice...!
cause is soya jelly pudding......errr...
something like that lah....somemore have longan...
awhhhh....damn sweet....haha...
after finish our breakfast...
we go to church to fetch our brother..
bacause they have a 3 days 2 nights camp there....
n still have a little concert for them until 3pm something...
this concert was great...
have many kinds of feelings when i saw this concert..
ur heart will feel warm when u c all the children they do something together...
n will feel sad...when the sad drama goes on....
ish......my moods flow very fast n i dunno y...
following the children acting....flow up n down...
hahah....what a special feeling i have...



:::COUSIN NEW HOUSE:::

finally....i saw my cousin new house...
cause last time when i saw it...will always still haven finish build it...
now...the toilet is done....the room is done...
n its nice...
all room have different kinds of colour...
green,pink,blue,orange...
haha...
n my cousin was starting to clean up her room..
its like so many dust..
thats y i keep sneezing...n i feel my nose is goin to fall..ha..!
after that...we all go eat bak ku teh together..
is like a small family gathering..is fun...n its FULL...!!
gosh.....is really full...haha...!

:::my feelings:::

hmm....my feelings was kinda great today....
but...have a little emo...
just a little...
cause when i listen to the songs...
gosh...the damn songs still making me emo..n i dunno y..
its a little lah....
hmm...
mayb something wrong with me...or...errr..
mayb not...
haiyah..!whatever....dont care dont care....!
cause this s2pid damn feeling will be gone anyway....
hehe...!n my damn exam is over...!
RELEASE....!WOOOOO..!!!HOOOOO....!
now i m thinking of what colour should i dye 4 my hair..!
hehehehehe...
damn hyper...
n i can feel my dream r more closer to me now....
hehehe....straight forward for my dream...!
go go go......!!!