~i beg u...dun.....~

~i do everythin...is juz 4 u....~
~i argue with my family juz bcoz of u....~
~my mum says me....~
~my dad says me....~
~i ganna cry...~
~i m hopeless....~
~u tel me u wanna do 2 work in 1 dayzz...~
~coz u say u wan more money....~
~coz u dowan u suffer...~
~i knoes...!!~
~every1 loves money....~
~but no 1 get the money with tiz jobz...~
~pls...i beg u...~
~tiz is not a nice job....~
~is underground casino worker...~
~if u get caught...u will send in 2 jail...~
~do u know how much i worry abt u...??~
~do u know...when u said tat u wanna work there.....~
~i muz bleeding..my heart full of scaryness...~
~wat u say...u say..if i m not ganna let u work at there...~
~i m the worst gf ever....~
~y...........?~

~hmmm...complicated..~

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~i m over it....~

~erm....so long didnt write my blog ady....~
~haizz..bz of my dancing performance...~
~my homework...~
~my exam...~

~still got my lousy xbf....~

~haizz....everythin...i juz thiink 2 nice ady....~
~i tot our love can last long....~
~but the truth is...not....~
~he tel me..he will love me 4ever...but not...~
~tat was horrible....~
~very horrible....~
~i hate being the sad 1.....~
~but.....junz......~
~he is the guy tat treat me very good....~
~he knoe i got bf he still always stay bside of me...~
~when im hurt...he giv his heart 2 me.....~
~untill now...i reli knoe...who is the guy reli match 2 me...~
~he will do evertthin tat i wan....~
~when i juz look a thing tat i like...~
~he will juz buy 4 me....~
~althought he was not very rich.....~
~now...i juz realise...pick the 1 tat reli loves u....~
~dun pick the 1 u reli loves...~
~i knoe is hard....~
~but...i ady 4get s..e...v... l...w...~
~now i m the moz xing fu d galzz...in the world....~
~hmm...bubyezz broken...bubyezz u jerk...!!!!~

~2 weeks didnnt meet mt frenzz ady..the 1st thing i do is...~

~kakakazz....~
~come bak at the another day...~
~i go cut my hair ady....~
~juz cut layer abit...~
~n my liu hai cut m shape....~
~tiz is my 1st time cut my liu hai in the new way....~
~hmm...is noy bad i think...~
~but feel abit weird...~
~still got 1 week...our school gathering is gonna begin...~
~feel a little bit nervous....~
~n scraed.....our team performance is not good enough...~
~hope...everybody wont boo at us....~
~if they will..i reli wont dance anymore.....~
~it was damn so scary....~
~next week...i gonna start 2 practice my dance ady.....~
~hope...ex-jazz....will sucess...!!!!~
~n tiz weekend i in love with 2 songs...~
~4 minutes save the world-justin & madona....~
~tiz is the collest song ever...~
~another is....take a bow-rihana...~
~i like the song lyrics...is was.....nice....~
~kakakzz...gtg....bubyezz...~

~juz back 2 home....~

~wuwuwu....juz come bak from melacca...~
~haizz..missing the time when i m playing with nee...~
~when i get back..i m juz feel lonely...~
~no 1 can play with me ady...~
~but..he come 2 c me...~
~he say sry 4 me tat he didnt give me the birthday wishes..~
~he say he very miss me when i m gone..~
~im thikin..did he reli loves me..?~
~or hejuz feel wrong 2 me again...?~
~he sayz tiz 2 week he didnt go any where...~
~he says he stay at home wait me com bak..~
~but..i didnt trust him...~
~cz...when im was here...he always bluff me go home n sleep after tat..he go disco with his fren...~
~but...i got abit feel like..he change ady...~
~2 weeks didnt c him...~
~tat feel i feel 2 him was change...~
~i m feel like..i didnt love him as more as b4..~
~hmm...mayb...at tiz holiday..i think alot..~
~hmm....~
~wat will happrn next....?~
~huh...i duno...~

~last dayzz at melacca......~

~haizz...last day at melacca ady...~
~abit borin but still fun..not bad...~
~2nite..i go cowboy town with my all yougers cousin...~
~n...i have 2 watch all the kids...~
~argh....it was so...~
~nvm...kakakazzz...~
~we go c the cowboy n red indians crnival at 8 somethin..~
~it was amazing..~
~those red indians will eat the fire n splash fire out thier mouth....~
~n...there a one cowboy...holds my hands...~
~n i m dancing with them.....~
~thier old stlye dancing....~
~cool..huh....~
~n...when i m come back....~
~i celebrated my b'd n eat the birthday cake....~
~kakakazzz...my sweet 16 is over...~
~but is cooll...~
~my aunties all give me angpao'z....~
~kekekezz....~
~hmm...bubyzz melacca...~
~bubyezz...holidayzz....~
~still got three more dayz can spend....~
~hmm..happy holi dayss...~

~hAppy B!rthDaY 2 mEE....LonElY nItE~

~tick tock...tick tock....~
~12 oclock ahs arrive...~
~yeah...2day is my birthday....~
~but...sadlly...i ddint go sunway with my frenzzz....~
~cz my family gathering....~
~haizz.....~
~but....when 12 arlam in my phone arlam was ringing....~
~is singin..happy birthday 2 yeezie....~
~is my cousin n bro sing 2 me 1....~
~it was happy...2 have a family like tat...~
~n my cousin was damn so creative...~
~she use bak chang 2 make like a shape of cake...~
~n little spoon do the candle...is sweet...~
~very sweet....~
~but sadlly...my vip....~
~didnt giv me any birthday wishes...~
~my whole nite waitin..is juz 4 u...~
~but...i m very confuse...~
~1st 1 giv me b'd wishes is my kor kor not u...~
~2nd is my frenzz...~
~n i tot.....u will...~
~i m juz cry...cry at my birthday nite..~
~u let my birthday nite...bcame.....~
~so lonley...~