okaysssss..!!!!here it goesssss...!!!!!
the same sentences that i will be repeat mostly in my damn blog...!!!
how long i didnt post any thing about my life again...!
arghhhh...becasue of my lazy-nesssss...
so i seldom post something in my dear blog.....
hahahahaaa...willl be have more improvement next timeee...
somemore with broken style english typing......
it will be a little little annoying ....HAHA..!!!
ppl....dont complain eihhhh...:D


okok...back to my topiccccc.....
HOLIDAYSSSS...!!!the fifth week of july is finally comeee..!!!!
have alots alots of plan..!!!MOVIEEEE..!!!CONCERT...!!GENTING..!!!
argghhhh..!!!is damn awesomeeee..!!!
but...is quite random also....
cause i tot wasnt get to go genting to c da myfm concert....
but luckily...still get to go......:)
with my 2 carzzzieeee cousins and her fren...!!!!
and is like damn hyper and damn fun lahhhh...!!!!
ahahahaa..!!cause its beeen 1 year i didnt visit genting dy weihhhh...
is still cold as usual...!!!!and somemore rainingggg...!!!
u can imagine i keep hugging myself and my leg is keep on shaking like nobody else doesss..!!!!
ahahahahaaa..!!
the point is...!!!!!we r damn lucky we still could get in to da live concert cause we dont have da specail tickett...!!!!argghhh..!!the concert is amazingggg..!!!the singer r amazingggg..!!!!!like shhhiitttt...!!!!!! 叮当and 张芸京is damn freaking awesomeee luhhhhhh....!!!!!
i always cry when i hear both of them singgggg..!!!!
is really freaking touched luhhhh...!!!!my 1st whole life listen my fav singer at liveeee...!!!!
SHHHIIIITTTT..!!!!!UNDESCRIBEABLE FEEEEELINGGGSSS...!!!!
hahahaaaa..!!!!my most hyper holiday with my cousin and fren...!!!!!


AUG 1ST MY BABE STACY BUFFDAY...!!!!HAPPY BUGGDAY TO U YA..!!!
BTW.....NOW U ARE DAMN HOT AND SLIM DY LAH,....!!!
FASTER GO GRAB SOME LENGCAI BALIK LAHHH...!!!
aiyksssss...missing da damn time at high scool....!!!
langsung tak ada stresssss..my whole gang is like damn free everytimeee...
walk here walk thereeee..like nothing to do luhhh...ahahahaa..!!!
feaking syiokkkk...!!!ayiksssss....feeling kinda different now while compare da time at high school...
have alot of responsible for my work....
have to think alot....do alot...practice alot to reach my destiny....
gogogo...!!!fight for my dreams that i want it so damn badly....!!!
ahahahahaaa..!!!!i knew i can do itttt...!!!!!!
dreams dreamssss....
i m glad i could fight to my destiny with a beloved man that always stand by my side no matter what....i m glad to have u in my life....i m that is u.....beacuse ur da only 1 could make me change that much.....thx for sharing ur love and life experience with me...
u give me courage...u give me strength....thx my man.....love u so so much....:)

男孩本不想變壞

其實每個男孩,本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠.只是,沒有女孩愛這樣的男還...



10歲以前,他什麼都不懂,就不說了.



13歲的時候,開始對女孩有好感,但是那時候他離女孩遠遠的,並且以討厭女孩自居,生怕被同伴嘲笑.

14歲的時候,聽到大人說某某男人好花,把女朋友甩了,女孩自殺了.

他覺得這人真狠毒,自己將來一定要做個癡情的男人,一定要一生只

愛一個人.

15歲的時候,他喜歡上了一個女孩,但是他不敢和她說.仍然和往常

一樣,髒兮兮的,在灰土飛揚的操場上踢球.只在女孩走出校門的時候

,躲在二樓的窗戶上看他的背影,他覺得他一定是個天使.

16歲的時候,有個女孩喜歡上了他,但是他覺得看別的女孩都是對她

不忠.

男孩曾說過不花心

17歲的時候,看了一個MTV,感動得想哭,他想,如果自己的女孩失去

了雙眼,他一定會像男主角一樣毫不猶豫的把自己的眼睛給她,讓她

能看到光明.

18歲的時候,畢業了,終於和自己暗戀的女孩分別,覺得自己離她越

來越遠,心像被掏空了一樣.還在想自己一定不會忘記她,等到自己

成功以後一定要去找她.

20歲的時候聽到有人說黃色笑話,覺得者人真可恥.

21歲的時候,她的回信中告訴他,自己有了男朋友.他偷偷的哭了一

個晚上.

22歲的時候,他向一個女孩表白,女孩說:"你是個好人,可是我還小."

他想,我的確是個好人.他說:"沒關係,我可以等你."心想,我不會像

那些花心的人一樣,3年5年我也能等.

23歲的時候,說自己還小的女孩和一個帥哥戀愛了.他很納悶,

長大原來可以這麼快.

24歲的時候,又像一個女孩表白,女孩接受了他.他開始很幸福的為

未來拼搏,他想,一時的開心只是暫時的,只有努力拼搏,他和她才能

有快樂的未來,但是,半年以後,女孩和他分手了.只因為另外一個男

孩會說讓她開心的話.女孩說:"你是個好人,是我對不起你."他似乎

明白叻問題所在,他是個好人.



男孩都愛看臉不看胸部

26歲的時候,他開始墮落,交網友.打扮的時尚且酷,而且漸漸的學

習著討好女孩的話.不久.他有了個女朋友,雖然他對她很好,可是,

他心裡知道,自己並不愛她.

27歲的時候,他和她分手了.他對女孩說:"你是個好女孩,是我對不

起你."

28歲的時候,他嘗試了一夜情,發現別人能做的,自己也一樣.

29歲的時候,他學會了講黃色笑話,並且以看旁邊的女孩子臉紅為

樂趣.

30歲的時候,他突然發現自己變得很有能力追求到女孩,但是卻沒

有了愛的能力.



其實每個男孩,本來都是想做一個感情專一的好男人.

其實每個男孩,本來看女孩子都是看臉而不是看胸部.

其實每個男孩,本來都是不會講黃色笑話的.

其實每個男孩,本來都是渴望愛一個人直到永遠的.



只是沒有任何女孩愛這樣的男孩,他們覺得這樣的男孩太幼稚,

太古板,太沒有情趣.

于是男孩開始改變,變成女孩喜歡的那種嘴角掛著壞笑的男人;

開始學會假裝關心,學會給女孩送小飾物討好她;開始學會如何追

求,如何把握愛情,或者是看破紅塵,遊戲情場,成為女人最恨的那

種男人.

他們可以很容易俘獲女孩的心,但是他們也會在黑的夜裡叼這煙

流淚.心裡有愛的時候,沒有女孩;有了女孩,卻永遠沒有愛的感覺

,在聽到女人抱怨世上沒有好男人時,他們不會再去努力做個好男

人,只是擦肩而過.



女人,男孩變壞了,你們就沒責任嗎?!


这篇文章是从朋友那便看到的...
很有感触....
所以就和大家分享吧...:)

:::BZ BZ BZ BZ LIFE:::

shit....!how long i didnt update my blog dy...!?!
hahahaha...!my cousin always said that my blog very dead dy...
if u wanna read my blog and u always think my update very slow just complain to me in FB lah...!
heheheeeee..!
woah kayssss..!start my BZBZBZBZ LIFE topicccc....!
can u imagine...!?!!world cup seriously save my life...!!!
ok..i know its weird.......
because of world cup i get this world cup road tour show...!
and its damn exciting and fun...!
i met alots alots of new fren..!
and they all alcohol-shitttttssss...!!!!but its seriously kinda fun...!!!
huhuhu......somehow i m a little addicted to carlsberg dy weih...!
almost everyday after show i will drink 1 or 2 mouth like that....
feeel so good to drinking beer again....
BU...!!!!i start to miss all my royal guards babessssss.....!!!
my preety babessss...!!!!we r goin to rox kl this week...!and it will be damn syiokkk.....!
btw.....after da show i m getting a serious cough here....i m typing and coughing.....
okok...i know is disgusting lah.....hahahaaa....cause i c my 口水...fly here fly there....
my poor lop top screeennnn.....:(
mama goin to wipe u afther this blog...kayssss..?
heheheee...
did i mention that my dad brought a car for me as a bday present...?
ya....my sweeet 18 has just passed away...shit ...!i m getting older...!
hahahaaa..!but i enjoy my freedom...:)
all my family and fren give me alot alot of suprise and thx for ya all....
i'll nv forget my 18 bday is just so wonderfull...
but...my men.......haven give me anything yet luhhhh..
but...he said he ady brought something for me....
i m very 期待actually.......hehehee....but...whatever he gave i also will take as a treasure like that 1 lah....!hahahahaaaa..!love is blind ya ppl...
but nowadays.....we always easy to get argue and i dont know y...
love problems.....ya....headache.....but nvm....
as long u dont use break up to 威胁me den can dy.......:(
cause it will be damn pain like seriously....
i wanna make it better tooo...
i'll try.......but...
i hope u were trying toooo...
sometimes we dont need to pisah everything so cearly.....
like me and you..........is ady become...me is me ...you is you.....
aiyksssss...i dont know lah......
i will try to do what u want.....and......
at the end...i just still wanna said that...
actually i m just a gal...
sometimesss...
i need u to bethere for me when i need u....
not just abt money......
could any1 understand that....?
appreciate what u have ppl.....
love is beautiful.....
but tho is painfulll.....
i love u.....yes i do......:'(

2:00am
:::MY RECENT LIFE:::


here i come again...
alots off thing need to crap....
hahaha...if ur my fren you should knw i have work at street nation for this month...
sorry for my readers if i didnt mention...
ok....street nation is a dance studio....
if u interested just come and visit me...
our studio just opposote sunway......
beside 1 station cafe...
to get more information just wall post me everyone....hahaha....:)
okok....nowadays i was quite enjoying my life....
cause i have a quite easy job easy life.....
ngam me lah...!cause i m YEEZIE..!hahaha...:D
btw...the korea wave contest and R16 are just pasted few days ago...
1st i need to say gong xi gong xi for my fren......
cause they won da champion...not bad lah...improve alot...!
GONG XI GONG XI TO PROGRESSION...!
c.....i fully support ya all.......and their prize is damn awesome lah weih..!!!
the whole gang can to KOREA...!!!
KOREA weih...!!!!oh my god lah.....!!!!
seriously.....dont care...gonna join this competition next year....
i wanna go KOREA lah...!hahahaha..!
and for da R16........gong xo gong xi to vietnam crew BIG TOE...!
they are just totally awesome either...!
actually i dont know breaking very well lah...
but i just know they quite dope....hahaha....
hope they will have a great battle when they go for da R16 FINAL at korea....
another great news.....!
CONGRATULATION TO FAMOUS CREW AND SOUL KRAZY...!!
cause they get to showdown 2010 top 10.....!!!!!!!
i almost go to da live show everytime...!
love them so so so much lah.....!
hahahaha...!!!
FAMOUS CREW IS MEN POWER...!
SOUL KRAZY IS GAL POWER...!!!
just vote for them lah.....!!!!
and i have accept a kinda big show case at june...
ok...i will be damn busy at june...!
and my BDAY....!!!!i have no time for celebrate my bday lah...:(
cause my bday is saturday and i stiil need to perform...!!!
but no choice..!!!dance dance dance.....!!!!
i love performing too much......:)
this is da 1st time i m not going to celebrate my bday....
quite sad lah actually...cause i plan to celebrate my bday with my men this year....
sorry my men...i think we still could celebrate my bday next year right...?
if we could......:)
but..i know u will be damn understanding me.....
so u will forgive me right...?hehehehe....
actually.......few days ago i just have a fought with him....
hmmmm....da 1st time that we both that have nothing to said...
we are damn cold at that moment........
yea......we argue till i cry until i cant really control my tears like shit..!
it keep come out and i cant stop it...
but at the end....we 2 say out what we want....
and we fight because we are just too care each other....
i m happy cause we finally figure a way to let us wont held in a such stupid situation...
i m sorry...cause i know i m not a girl that always pandai too manja...
i know i always being too staright sometimes....
cause i''ll try to change for u....kays...?
i know u try ur very best to cooperate with me....
i happy to having u at here with me......
good luck at your show too...
i love ya.....:)

:::HAPPPY MOTHERS DAY:::

its a lovely night....
i watched a comedy show by myself...
y this comedy show not comedy at all lah...!!!!
cause its all about mothers day...!
DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN TOUCHED 1 LAH....
suddenlly i felt so sorry for my mother....
cause i never told her that i lover her...
because i m not like other kids....
da time that i m still very very naughty....
sorry for making u feel dissapointed....
cause i cant always be da perfect child that u wan....
i m sorry cause i m sucess in my dance courier but not study...
i m sorry mum....
but......it doesnt mean i m not love u....
cause i always keep my love inside my heart...
i dont always said i love u...cause....i m not really sweet gal.....
i m so sorry for da decision that i take mum...
i m so sorry...cause i need to chase for my dream and my love tooo....
i will definely missss u when i leave....
sometimes i just really wanna hug u and told u that i really care...
cause when everytime u dont wanna support da things i wanna do...
we will definely have a fight...i m so sorry i cant always put down my pride...
cause we both are just da same....
cause this is so called mother and daugter...
but.....i m just wanna told u that i m really growing up now....
not such up very tall lah...
but...i m trying to be a good gal....
c.....the things i do now...is only work and movie with frens...
no clubbing anymore lah mum...
someday i will prove it....
i willl be a very very very pro dancer and make you proud mum....
i'll bet u will c me on TV.....
mum.....ur sleeping now...
but...i m here...at my blog lah...
still wanna wish u....
happy mother's day...
i love u mum...
i always do..........
:)

:::new life:::
:::new work::::


huuhuhuhuhu....!!!!finally i have found a job....
actually didnt find..it come itself 1...
muahahahahaha...!!!!
i damn happy cause i finally can get rid of my LIFELESS stutus from now on..!!!!
atleast i have something to do...
but another things that i have to give up recently........
i need to giving up joining inversion crew...
orry guys...i know ya all will be disappointed...
but....all i can say is just sorry...
cause so hard to choose....betweeen....like...
aiyah...if u know me den u would know what shits i m thinking abt lah...!!!
nvm..........hope i still can join ur crew in da future...
hope that i m still acceptable men...!cause i seriously need alots of training...!!!
by the way..!!!!yesterday my s2pid men waa seriously shocked me...
okok...lets play da scence now.......



me:hey......where are you....???
my men:i m in da hos pital now...
me:WHAT...!?!!?!U SAY WHAT..!?!
mymen:yea i m in da hospital now....i juz bang two indian dude....
me:wah.....den....r they injured....?
my men:ya.....thats y i m in da hospital now...
me:owwwhhhh...kaysss.....then did u get injured...?
my men:no im anot...bi....i'll talk to you later.....bye




AFTER 5 HOURS...............

me:hey....i tot u will be calling me back...?
my men:i m da police station now....
me:WHAT...!?!!!Y...!?
my men:cause they wanna report......and still got alots of things nit to settle...
me:den u becarefull...
my men:alright....




ANOTHER 3 HOURS HAD PASSSSSS.......
ok......now.....no more conversation...
u know y...??cause i cant phone through him...
yea....i start worrying...is like VERY that kind...!!!
i keep thinking of some shitsssss...!!!
i feel like i m driving myself insane...
casue i really scared that something will be happen................
oh my oh my.........thats how i feel last night......
after that i have no choice to phone his student....
after half and hour finally his student pick up da phone....
and told me that he still in da police station settle things...
and his phone was juz outta battery....
pheeeewwwwwww....damn my heart juz feel release...
luckily theres nothing happen.......:)
finally when he reach home he give me a call...
he apologize to his not informing everything to me...
"sweeet"
eh heeeemmm...
sorry....sudah nak perasan...ok....back to da topic....
at da last......when he tell me da reason y he accidently bang those two s2pid ANEH...!!!
i m like what da hellll..?!!!
that 2 s2pid brainless drive throgh when da light is red...!!!!!
NIAMA...!!!HOW U GET UR FUCKING LISEN...!?!!
u wasting my men time...!!!!!!!
and somemore ur s2pid motor had been modified b4...!
and u still wanna go repot....-.-
and its like throwing a stone on ur head lah abang...!!!
y dont u juz pay back my men money den settle lah...
now u still wanna get saman..!!!!and da s2pid cops still wanna rampas ur motor..!
u happy now..!?!!s2pid aneh...!!!
urghhhhh...!!!!but damn u 2 brainless donkey...!!!!
my men is suppose to be using those time to think a new routine or doin his training......
shit u both...!!!!!urghhhhhh....somemore still let me damn worry abt him.....ish.....
-.- s2pid aneh......

ok lah....thas all my crapping for today....
hope u all will be enjoy da post....
cause u know lah...
i seldom post 1....
mua ha ha ha.....
"perasan-ing"


good nights everyone.....
have a nice day.....
i love my men...:)

1:19am
midnight
raining

wossssshhhh...
juz back from penang...
what a week weih...
i meet alots of ppl....
alots of GOOD ppl.
thx for 100% all stafffff......
the for letting me having my good day at butterworth.....
alots alots of missing and caring.....
junior war is juz so exciting....
but....so sad....my son PINK juz get da 2nd place..
get smoked by other crew...
but.......nvm....his still very geng lah...
hahahaha.......
hmmmm...
juz realise....i dont like leaving or saying good bye...
its always makes me so emo and moody...
watching u and waving goodbye is killing me like hundred times....
i try my best to smile...
but........my tears is like keep dropping and i dunno why...
aiykssss..
i c ur face in my mind.....
sobbing on da bus......juz realise...i cant wave a good man goodbye..
nvm...i'll c u soon.....i hope....
i love u hubby....
i miss u too...
mwah..:)